Nature's Miracle

I am toying with the idea of transcribing choice notes which require some sketches and diagrams, mainly from physics and mathematics texts, into a huge 600 page sketchbook.  I am just curious how long I will be permitted (by Fate) to study as I am now. 

Maybe, if I am able to fill it over the next 5 years or so, it will become a kind of personal Necronomicon ... where the reader will risk going insane studying its contents.

... to live as a sort of Abdul Alhazred ... pecking away, jotting down notes into my record book.

Of course, should I die in a vehicular misadventure in the meantime, it will just be one big blank book.