{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} :: Resisting Mind-Fuckery

Holden,
You have really developed quite a writer's voice.  I was chuckling while reading your post.   Your description seems to flesh out the essence of The Great Tiredness ... you have a firm grasp on your Lebenswelt, your personal LIFE-WORLD / Philosophy-Personality-Temperament-Nature.

It is a great pleasure to read your complaints about "what a bummer it is to be born a Real Human Being."

There was a novel I had read.  It is from there I had taken the following :


The Great Tiredness is every bit as good as death.  There was no color here, no pain, no emotional weather at all, just an occasional oddness that was the outside world trying to puff itself up into significance when, of course, the secret of the Great Tiredness, the truth of this realm, was that everything was arbitrary and meaningless.  In the Great Tiredness, the transition from sleep to wakefulness was often blurred.    – W.B. Spencer

I had left it in the thread, The Nightwatches of Bonaventura started by Silenus.