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Re: Methods For Defying Social Pressures
« on: February 01, 2021, 04:28:08 pm »

(my apologies to Senor Raul if some of these songs do not make it to your ears/mind)

Life seems to be overwhelming once again.  My attention is consumed with raw emotions and moods.  There has been little in the way of "scratching the paper" (what the Mother of Holden calls it when one engages with any mathematics exercises)

My own mother has been driving me crazy with her indecisiveness.  She has trouble swallowing some foods, but has been eating nonetheless - and yet she continues to complain to her friends that she is dizzy and confused, hungry and sleepless ... and so these ladies are suggesting she be driven to the Emergency Room even as I know she is eating.   It is all starting to wear on my nerves to the point that I threw down a pint of brandy last night and headed into the woods during snowstorm with waterproof amplifier blasting obscure music and screaming my lungs out.   I had discovered a hole in the Matrix, so to speak.  There were more holes in the Matrix leading out to the parkway.

I will try not to make a habit of this.   :-[

I was careful, making note of my wandering, so as not to get lost and die in the woods.
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