The Machine in Our Heads by Glenn Parton, sourced from primitivism DOT com at The Anarchist Library.
That worked for only about ten minutes, and then I was unable to even get to theanarchistlibrary DOT org!
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MACHORKA Ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny that is to say, the development of the individual is an abbreviated repetition of the development of the species. In childhood, a modern person travels an enormous distance between stone-age primitive creature and responsible contemporary citizen. When confronted with the awesome power of civilization whose first representatives are parents, teachers, priests (and, later on, police officers, legislators and bosses) the child faces, psychologically, the same situation as its tribal ancestors, namely, conform to the dictates of civilization or die. The helplessness of childhood makes the threat of bodily harm or loss of love, which is used by the parents and others to enforce civilized morality and civilized education, a traumatic experience. The developing little person becomes afraid to express its own tribal nature. There is much fear that lies at the bottom of becoming a civilized adult.
The False Self
We have internalized our masters, which is a well-known psychological response to trauma. When faced with overwhelming terror, the human mind splits, with part of itself modeling itself after the oppressor. This is an act of appeasement: “Look,” the mind says in effect, “I am like you, so do not harm me.” As a result of the civilizing process, together with this psychological defense mechanism known as “identification with the aggressor”, we now hear the alien voices of the various representatives of civilization in our heads. Because of these alien ego-identifications we no longer hear our own tribal/primal voice. In order for deep thinking to commence again in the human mind, it is necessary to break down these internal authorities, overcome the resistances, that prevent tribal ideas from coming to consciousness. The modern problem is not simply that we do not listen to primal ideas, but rather that primal ideas are unable to come to consciousness at all, because of the internal counterforces, or ego-alien identifications, that contradict and overpower them.
I found this applies well to megalomaniacal paranoid Hitler when one considers his ancestors were crucified by Roman soldiers during the invasions and conquering of the indigenous peoples north of the expanding Roman Empire. The meshing of Hebrew aleph-bet culture into one filtered [addition of vowels to reify] through the intellectual slave class (assimilated [by Rome] Greek Teachers) may explain what would later surface as "German philosophy" - which showed appreciation for the Greek culture, perhaps the Mother Culture which assimilated the "tribes north of the Roman Empire (the Father Oppressor Culture?)". Rome labelled the tribal peoples north of their empire "Germani" - That's a name created by the Romans, who considered their enslaved bounty "barbarians" (similar to Spain and Italy referring to nearly 500 Nations of Indigenous Peoples of Turtle Island occupied by the good not-very-old USA with the blanket term "Indians" - also, with the derogatory "savages" label. In 2019, the gorts the world over have no choice but to use such terms as Red Indian to distinguish between people actually from India.
Franks? Vandals? ... etc... no, Roman Empire calls all the tribes Germani.
Sioux? Cherekee? Mohawk? Blackfoot? no, Britain/Spain calls all the nations Indian/Indios.
Actually in Dios must simply mean people in God or of God. I'm no Schopenhauer.
Regardless of the Labels-used-by-Expanding-Empires, do you see the parallel?
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OK, so Hitler (who could have been any number of people with that particular psychological profile ... the people were waiting for this? No --- he may have been "manufactured" in some crazy LSD/crystal-meth experiment gone haywire) is taking on the characteristics of the Romans who destroyed his ancestors. It is clear to me. Thankfully, the readers here are not police officers, and they take my carefully chosen words in context. God knows what is written down when you even bring up AH; very taboo ... even if taken as a case study to understand why he made so much of sexual fears of genetic annihilation and how the traits of the Nordics will fade into brown, as the old song Karma goes. Some people have been demonized more than others when history is preserved by The People of the Book.
One might also read Celine this way. He was very much obsessed, at least in
Rigadoon with all Christian-from-Judaism influences as a conspiracy to wipe out genetically recessive traits. While he was marketed as dark satire, it really is quite an honest portrayal of the workings of his own brain (Celine). You know, the upper management types never have time for any such literature.
It would be great to reach some stage of our evolution where we do not take our particular genetic history too personal, but this stuff can't be talked through with therapy. Trauma is woven into our genetic history, as we all can easily imagine. After all, it's the stuff our nightmares are made of.
I am not obsessed. The world is obsessed with a man who could be any homeless guy ready to commit suicide. It is easy to imagine wealthy architects of Fate planting seeds. Or maybe it was chaotic. Offerring militaristic, State-financed, force to a frustrated artist/architect who had been humiliated, dragged through the mud to near starvation after fighting as a soldier during horrible "modern war" - of which we are in stage 4 of presently: 1, 2, Cold War, War on Terror.
The civilizing process has imbedded in my head that such a man would resent me as "too cerebral," a weakling as he was fond of calling intellectuals with no muscle or military training. Very toxic masculinity there! Well, consider the Roman culture. It impressed Hitler. He was not drawn to the intellectual Greek part, the more refined part. He was into war. My interest is purely psychological to better understand certain "inferioroty complexes" that may be caused by trauma a people experiences after generational opposition to their Nature.
Perhaps this was a poor choice as an example of taking on the traits of the oppressor, with Germanic tribes being the oppressed, Roman Empire the oppressor ... spreading with its tangle of knots, The Roman Catholic Church, then divided into what is named "Europe." It sucks to think of all this. We must repress an awful lot just to get through our nights or days or lives. I am not an apologist for Nazi Germany. I simply wish to see the larger pictures of which the USA and Britain and Spain are just a shadow of - inheriting culture from the People of the Book after it was passed through Greek culture … not to mention where they, meaning the Pythagoreans learned it from: India, well, "the Hindus" …
That Judaic/Greek/Hindu-Buddhist mesh into "when in Rome, do as the Romans do" must have mutated into none other than the
comically cockamani Holy Roman Catholic Church - what was left of the Roman Empire after it collapsed, being destroyed from within by the so-called "stupid barbarians" who they themselves had trained and encultured. What ingrates, heh? You see, Christianity evolved from contradictory parents, Judaism and Hinduism. It can't reconcile the differences, and so it resorts to contradictions and violence, dividing families. Division is Christianity's modus operandi, as is witnessed by the hatred in those who covet the One and Only True and Right CATHOLIC way, with its full-fledged bodily resurrections and impregnation by Holy Ghosts! WOWZERS!
ANd yet ... assension to spirit realm ... no reincarnation ?
Fuuck it, two tears and a bucket. I'm not losing any sleep over figuring my way out of that screwwed up mind fuuck.
As usual, my brain is not quite able to explain things as easily when I sit down to type.
Blame Ibra. He encourages automatic typing. The least censored as we can and still be able to sleep at night.