Thank you for this Holden. It is very helpful to me. It's all so very confusing.
These days, one can't even discuss the politics of gender without some heated argument ensuing. What I mean is, the tension between the "sexes" has a new dynamic.
As for "ethnicity" and "nationality" and "religion" - you are right, Holden - a great can of worms. Reading Schopenhauer's WWR, volume 2, the chapter on the Metaphysics of Sexual Love helped me understand my innocent lustful attraction to women of darker complexion, the ones easy on the eyes, no doubt. My animal body must long to merge with that which it is lacking: whatever it is that produces the dark pigmented skin and brown eyes. Schopenhauer's explanation makes sense to me. The darker is more attractive to the fair skinned; and yet the other way is not true. Fair skin can be repellent or repulsive to darker skinned people. Look at what an albino goes through.
And yet the social order, through whatever forces, seems to try to reverse this tendency.
Like Bollywood and those lightening creams. It's all backwards as far as Schopenhauer is concerned. This stuff is quite heavy, and I have been fascinated and troubled by it since adolescence, especially as a teenager when attending a private Catholic high school which was "all male," and - well, what is one to call it, Caucasians? But whose ancestors are from the Caucus Mountains? Maybe these are the Aryan Invaders.
There are those in south America who are hybrids of Spaniard Invaders and the indigenous "Amer-Indian" women who the invaders "raped." War and ****.
One is called "Mexican," and yet ... before that, there were simply the indigenous. So, there must be, all over the planet, these disharmonious elements within.
No wonder I look forward to returning to the mathematics and programming. I am going through my notes while uploading to The Wayback Machine, and I have spent too many years going over and over such things. It is what it is, and it's still creepy.
Who does one identify with, the colonizer or the colonized?
Holden, I sympathize with the total confusion caused by these color-coded socially constructed identities.
I am honored that we can remain objective and not take anything too personal.
In Africa ... well, you see, even in the realm of [Western] philosophy (and phenomenology), Africa presents a challenge, one I am not equipped to meet. It will take many scholars with financial support.
For someone like me, just maintaining enough interest in mathematics and programming to keep me from sinking back into any downward spirals is all I can ask of myself.
When such hypothetical, mythological, or even actual invasions take place, would the conquered populations retain a kind of inferiority complex? When mixed, both genetic lines are present. Who is who and what is what?
Mitchell Heismann, in the suicide "2000 page letter" implied that the man whom was the inspiration for the Jewish cult which became "Christianity," may have been the result of a *** r-a-p-e *** (sorry kids, no immaculate conception). That is, the "Mother of God" was raped by a Roman soldier.
Were any of the Roman soldiers raping the woman of the "Germanic" or Nordic tribes they invaded?
How many plantation owners were impregnating women taken into chattel slavery to produce a slave population? How are individuals to make any sense of their lives in such scenarios? As for Islam, it's also a slave religion. The Muslims taught the Christians about slavery ... One would love to ignore all this, but it is so in one's face all the time.
I think I am just thinking about these things because it is on my mind from goinf over old notes. Since 2015, since I last swore off King Alcohol, my notes are filled with mathematics. It's been all about computing. Even in the way I am listing some of the contents of the "diaries" [copy books], the style mimics how one lays out a C or C++ program, using '{' and '}' as BEGIN and END, respectively - this shows that I am deep into code mode. I see how troubling and disturbing thinking of these kinds of things can be. That's why I issue a warning to potential readers.
We are each human animals born into cultures/societies. There are subcultures as well.
I do not think Hollywood nor Bollywood are "culture," no more than McDonald's or Walt Disneyland are culture. These things represent the destruction of actual culture.
Me personally, what I do is imagine the original land mass where Africa and India are near the center of it. The land mass breaks apart and separates into the continents ... All primate life, including humans, originates in Africa.
Since we are all primates, all human primates, Africa is the original mother of all of us.
So, what I do is I imagine my bones are similar to the bones of all others of my species, while also recognizing that some individuals may simply represent a far older lineage.
The native Americans who presented Basic Call to Consciousness to the United Nations back in the 1970's referred to the "white Christian nations" as reckless children abusing their elder brothers and sisters out of IGNORANCE, not necessarily out of meanness. Just stupidity.
That's why I love the line in DEAD MAN, when Nobody says, "Stupid fuucking white man!" as he is kicking dirt. He was mad because "William Blake" does not carry any tobacco.
Were he to have run into me, I most likely would have had some tobacco (I hope!) ... and maybe he would not be calling me such things. Then, I suppose, I would simply be another human being, just like him.
Do you see how combative Schopenhauer was being with his little "aside" in WWRv2?
He wrote that there is no such thing as the "white race."
Caucasians are from the Caucus mountains. I never fill out what I am supposed to on the government forms. White? Pink? Caucasian? What they want me to say I am is only an idea that does not really exist in the flesh. I am a human animal, most likely with ancestors from Scandinavia and the very reluctantly "Europeanized" Germany.
Frantz Fanon said that Jung did not go back far enough. Jung only went back to the Teutonic tribes from before the Roman invaders conquered the indigenous peoples of what everyone is trying to call "Northern Europe."
Another interesting anomaly is Egypt in Africa. There is that lightening of pigment phenomena there as well.
You want to hear something funny that shows how mythological all these identities are?
In the United States, there was the WASP "white" like HP Lovecraft, but there were jokes that Italy was just so close to Africa that, well, the Italians were viewed not so very 'white' at all.
There is still ethnic hostility in the area, especially between orthodox Jews and populations of the African diaspora alive and kicking in Small Town USA.
Again, no wonder we wish to focus on MATHEMATICS!
I believe the study of mathematics can help us transcend all these historical, cultural, and religious identities. Maybe this is why it appeals to us. It is not so very petty over traits that are so accidental as to be laughable if one were to claim "pride," as in ethnic pride.
We do not choose our ethnicity, so it really doesn't qualify as something one can actually be "proud" of, as though it were some kind of personal achievement. George Carlin made this observation years ago.
We can, however, take pride in understanding how a certain algorithm works, and we can admire the mind who came up with it, no matter what the pigment of his or her skin!