{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

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Herr Kaspar and Senor Raul,
This existence is truly weird .We are monstrosities. I know what it feels like to swim in an ocean of pain and agony.
The poverty is so extreme here that people literally sleep on the footpath all around the year.In the summer ,many die off sun stroke and in the winter ,of frost bite.

Disfigured men on the streets.With all kinds of lumps and tumours sprouting all over the body.Is this not life gone insane.Is a tumour not a form of life, however malignant?

And yet the libido years for delicate female bodies.For food .For water. There is certainly some animal pleasure in even urination and defecation.

I am the kind of beast who will never turn into a handsome prince ,a repulsive , abhorrent monster and yet this monster's libido yearns for the warm embrace of a pretty woman.

I like to read philosophy books.I am reading some analytic philosophers and I can see clearly how they hopelessly go wrong.The masses will never get true philosophy.Thats the simple truth.Not now,not in a million years.Its too gruesome.

There is no solution.I am not sure what would become of those who die lusting for life.
Strange creatures.I am one of them. Even drinking water, rightly viewed, is too much effort.
Everything is too much effort.