The spectacle of the shadow(The Will) inside of everything,the all-moving darkness-is so appalling that I am sure I would cease to exist.In some way,I have in fact ceased to exist.Without the interference of nonsensical dreaming about the soul & the self one is forced to see things under the aspect of the shadow inside them.And it is wholly appalling,more so than my words could ever tell you.
Everywhere I go I see how the pervasive shadow,is using our world.Because this shadow,this darkness has nothing of its own,no way to exist except as an activating force or energy,whereas we are only bodies,whether organic or non-organic,human or non-human,makes no difference-they are all simply bodies & nothing but bodies,with no component whatever of a mind or a self or a soul or a god.Hence the shadow ,the darkness uses our world for what it needs to thrive upon.It has nothing except its activating energy,while we are nothing except our bodies.This is why the shadow ,the darkness causes things to be what they would not be & to do what they would not do.
Because without shadow inside them,the all-moving blackness activating them,they would be only what they are-heaps of matter lacking any impulse,any urge to flourish,to succeed in this world.