I will keep updating this thread. Keep in mind that, while I may maintain a degree of enthusiasm throughout the day while studying, and while I have a great appreciation for having access to computers and even the Internet, I do reach a point where I lose interest. This just means I have had enough for one day. The thing is, that is usually when I post here.
In other words, when I am engrossed in study with a high level of interest, I most likely won't be typing about those feelings.
It's like when someone once read my "poems" - which I don't seem to write any more (it was just a phase, I guess) - the person said my poems seemed very angry and negative. That's when I would write them.
So by the time I check in here to write on our little wall, I may have reached my limit as far as "enthusiasm" goes.
I just like to be honest. What a revolutionary concept: honesty.
The more honest I am, the more I have to admit how uncertain I am.