Hey Holden,
I have a fairly good eye for books ... and I have been looking through many books on Linear Algebra. In one semester at a state university, in January of 2000, I had taken three 4-credit math courses: Mathematical Reasoning, Linear Algebra, and Multivariable Calculus (calc 3). We used the Strang text, and I would take notes from his lectures on YouTube. Still, even though I did well, the grades were "curved" and I still was confused about Null spaces and several other things ... even Eigenvalues are not very clear to me ... especially now fifteen years later with nothing to apply that knowledge to.
Anyway, I did well, but after graduating in 2002, after going on some interviews and realizing I just wasn't going to fit into the corporate world, I went on a long drinking binge ... real long ... it lasted until last March.
You know, I had been looking into Abstract Algebra, mostly motivated by the computer algebra software I was exploring - as well as by Alexander Stepanov's work (generic proramming, template libraries, etc). Now I have been exploring Peter Gottschling's book, Discovering Modern C++. He is also the creator of MTL4 (
Matrix Template Library) [updated link 2020]. I am witnessing myself kind of switching gears. It's when I have a few days away from the mandatory attendance at "treatment program" that I am able to settle back into my scholarly groove.
So, before I go galloping into C++ libraries for
working with matrices and such, I had this impulse to return to Linear Algebra with the intention of "developing my understanding". When I studied it formally at the university over 15 years ago, I had wished we did not go through it so quickly, and I was integrating it with what I was learning in Multivariable Calculus. I was kind of stressed out. Even though I did well, it was a blur ... and I lost all my academic notebooks in 2009 when I moved out to Seattle to drink myself to death.
So, I have this urge to start from scratch. Certainly, at my age, this has nothing to do with looking for a career in Artificial Intelligence or anything like that. I just think that mathematics, programming, and dark pessimistic literature may be a kind of drug for me in that it stimulates my intellect. At this point, exploring the C++ linear algebra libraries would be like putting the cart before the horse. I am in no rush. I don't intend to master any of this before I croak. In order to slow myself down, I want to get into a full-fledged return to a good textbook using pencil and paper, going through exercises from scratch. I am sure to approach it from a different angle at this point in my life, when I don't give a damn about speed, grades, or employability.
I wanted to give you a heads up on the text I found and the difference in price between NEW and USED. Also, the 4th edition of the text came out in 2014, so the 2011 3rd USED edition is even more of a steal now.
Note that such a textbook is most likely not very practical in ebook format. This is why I haven't invested in a Kindle. One day, if I ever find I have to abandon the precious little library I am once again accumulating, I may have no choice, but for the moment, I am seizing the opportunity (while my mind is clear) to see if I might not be able to discover that this is as good as it gets ... to study for the sake of understanding.
The text and solution manual, if purchased used, is in reach. These are totally unaffordable if new.
I know that you motivated me to take a chance on the Schopenhauer biography, and I am enjoying the process of finding out the little details of Schopenhauer's life. I know you are also interested in studying mathematics in your spare time.
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Linear Algebra: A Modern Introduction (Available 2011 Titles Enhanced Web Assign) 3rd Edition by David PooleUSED for around $50 [about $15 as of 2020.10]
It may seem like a lot, but considering the enormous amount it lists for ...
Compare this to what it sells for
NEW ---> $317 ! (amazon) - out of reach ...
[
only $50 or so in 2020]
prohibitively expensive –
something which costs so much it would prevent most people from being able to do or purchase it. At Barnes and Nobel:
$ 321 Here for less than $40.
There are some good and bad reviews of it. I imagine if a student was forced to pay the full price and then had to rush through the material in a couple semesters, the said student might become very upset. Trust me, I know that if one has to force interest, a textbook at that price could easily lead to suicidal depression or homicidal rage.
It's a shame ... I mean, that structured learning in institutions of higher learning can often destroy the interest a student might have. That's why I am fairly content to be an ageing deadbeat intellectual who doesn't give a damn about degrees or "certifications". Last night I was reading about how Schopenhauer held back a great deal of his real feelings in the original edition of The Fourfold Root of the Principle of Sufficient Reason because he was going for his doctorate in philosophy, whereas, in the later edition, when he was older, he let the insults fly.
There is a certain amount of intellectual freedom in having nothing to gain.
I can see how a disgruntled denizen of mass industrial society would take out his or her frustrations by lambasting the text. Here is a level-headed description:
Gonit Sora.
I am going to order it, so, over the winter, I'll stay out of trouble, sharpen a bunch of pencils, and keep you posted. It's not going to be an obsession - just one of the several areas I am interested in just to enjoy "the higher mental faculties". As you know by now, Schopenhauer encourages us to stubbornly enjoy our mental faculties in solitude. Hell, it could be the best revenge against those who would prefer to see us out of our heads with panic and anxiety.
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Student Solutions Manual with Study Guide for Poole's Linear Algebra: A Modern Introduction, 3rd 3rd EditionCheck this out.
NEW for $107 (amazon)
Barnes and Noble: for $50
USED at amazon for roughly $20
So, if you had any inkling of an idea to look into Linear Algebra, or even if you already have and think you might want to develop a better understanding, you could justify buying this pair of texts used by telling yourself you will be saving $365 by spending around $60.
I did go over some mathematics with matrices back in July and August when I was exploring Python (sage, SymPy, NumPy, etc), and it is kind of "fun" on a symbolic and numerical level.
My motivation for returning to a good textbook, without so much focus on computer algebra systems, is to develop a more geometrical intuition for the ideas ... you know, like seeing the systems of equations geometrically ... copying diagrams from the text into my "computational math sketchbook" ...
... and then, slowly and spontaneously looking for libraries in C++ (Boost, MTL4) to implement the math ... but I don't want to proceed with too much code until I return to the roots, the math itself.
Of course, this time, unlike 15 years ago in the university, I am not going to be obsessively focused on just math, math, math and code, code, code, but will allow myself to read Celine, to enjoy Cartwright's biography on Schopenhauer, and even to check out authors who publish little books about Depressive Realism, birth and suicide, the spectacle of the void ...
In other words, I want to achieve some kind of balance, where literature and philosophy merge into one, where the demarcation between mathematics and programming gets fuzzy ... and I don't want to adhere to any schedules.
You know, as much as I agree that we all would have been better off never having been born, it is because I know how easily one can be put in a cage without access to books or computers, or even how difficult it is to lead the life of a scholar when homeless without a place to hide, store books and notebooks, I guess I am blessed to be so very content when I can just set up shop in some little room.
I know from our discussions that you also appreciate just being able to lock yourself away in Hikikomori mode. Does amazon deliver packages where you are at? Or, are you on the road so much that you are forced to sneak around an electronic device to access your personal reading projects?
David Poole's innovative book prepares students to make the transition from the computational aspects of the course to the theoretical by emphasizing vectors and geometric intuition from the start. Designed for a one- or two-semester introductory course and written in simple, "mathematical English" the book presents interesting examples before abstraction. This immediately follows up theoretical discussion with further examples and a variety of applications drawn from a number of disciplines, which reinforces the practical utility of the math, and helps students from a variety of backgrounds and learning styles stay connected to the concepts they are learning. Poole's approach helps students succeed in this course by learning vectors and vector geometry first in order to visualize and understand the meaning of the calculations that they will encounter and develop mathematical maturity for thinking abstractly.
I can just hear a psychoanalyst referring to my mood swings as manic-depressive mental illness, but I don't give a damn what they call it. I am generally depressed, but I am doing some personal research on depressive realism to encourage myself to validate these dreary moods I experience when reflecting on the problems of existence ... and when I get all "manic" with mathematics and programming, well, it is much less pathological to channel this energy into returning to studying mathematics than to chasing oblivion with vodka. I can see in my mind's eye all those poor wretched bodies chasing a hit off a crack pipe, and I shudder at the horror of the human condition.
What is it do you think I am chasing when I seek to deepen my understanding of mathematics I was exposed to so many years ago?
When I visualize a vector in 3-dimensional space, for the moment at least, it doesn't seem to matter that existence itself is malignantly useless.