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In my mind they got us livin' suicide
« on: September 09, 2020, 11:21:59 am »

Oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' suicide
Singin' oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' genocide
Oh my my...

Slam bam I come unseen
But like gasoline you can tell I'm in the tank
Like money in the bank
I smell appealing, but I'm toxic, can send ya reeling
Without an inklin', keep ya thinkin'
'cause you gave cash to the feds, left your school district for dead
**** you up in the head, but still they sayin' nothin's wrong
Sellin' firewater but outlawing the bong
Still believing the system is workin'
While half of my people are still outta workin'
Anonymous notes left in the pockets and coats
Of judges and juries from 'Frisco to Jersey
Threats and protests politicians mob debts
Trumped up charges and phoney arrests
Stage a lethal injection, the night before the election
'cause he got donations from the prison guard's union

Oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' suicide
Singin' oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' genocide
Oh my my...

Listen in to my stethoscope on a rope
Internal lullabies, human cries
Thumps and silence, the language of violence
Algorithmic, cataclysmic, seismic, biorhythmic
You can make a life longer, but you can't save it
You can make a clone an then you try to enslave it?
Stealin' DNA samples from the onborn
And then you comin' after us
'cause we sampled a James Brown horn?
Scientists who's God is progress
A four-headed sheep is their latest project
The CIA runnin' like that Jones from Indiana
But they still won't talk about that (Jim) Jones
(People's Temple mass suicide) in Guyana
This ain't no cartoon
No one slips on bananas
Do you really think that that car killed Diana
Hell I shot Ronald Reagan, I shot JFK,
I slept with Marilyn she sung me happy birthday

Oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' suicide
Singin' oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' genocide
Oh my my...

Well politicians got lipstick on the collar
The whole media started to holler
But I don't give a **** who they screwin' in private
I wanna know who they screwin' in public
Robbin', cheatin', stealin'
White collar criminal
McDonald eatin', you deserve a beatin'
Send you home a weepin', with a fat bill for your
Caribbean weekend
For just about anything they can bust us
False advertising sayin' "halls of Justice"
You tellin' the youth don't be so violent
Then you drop bombs on every single continent
Mandatory minimum sentencin'
'cause he got caught with a pocket fulla medicine
Do that again another ten up in the pen
I feel so mad I wanna peaceful revolution

Oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' suicide
Singin' oh-my, oh-my God!
In my mind they got us livin' genocide
Oh my my...

"And the strict master Death bids them dance."

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Close to the Borderline
« Reply #1 on: January 21, 2021, 11:08:09 am »

[Verse 1]
Blackout, heatwave, .44 caliber homicide
The bums drop dead and dogs go mad
In packs on the West Side
Young girl standing on a ledge looks like another suicide
She wants to hit those bricks
Cause the news at six gotta stick to a deadline
While the millionaires hide in Beekman Place
The bag ladies throw their bones in my face
I get attacked by a kid with stereo sound
I don't want to hear it but he won't turn it down
Life is tough but it's just enough
To hold back the tears until it's closing time
I survived, I'm still alive
But I'm getting close to the borderline
Close to the borderline

[Verse 2]
A buck three eighty
Won't buy you much lately on the street these days
And when you can get gas
You know you can't drive fast anymore on the parkways
Rich man, poor man, either way American
Shoved into the lost and found
The no nuke yell we're gonna all go to hell
With the next big meltdown
I got remote control and a color T.V
I don't change channels so they must change me
I got real close friends that will get me high
They don't know how to talk and they ain't gonna try
I shouldn't ****, I shouldn't cry
I'd start a revolution but I don't have time
I don't know why I'm still a nice guy
But I'm getting closer to the borderline
Close to the borderline

I thought I'd sacrifice so many things
I thought I'd throw them all away
I didn't think I needed anything
But you can't afford to squander what you're not prepared to pay

I need a doctor for my pressure pills
I need a lawyer for my medical bills
I need a banker to finance my home
I need security to back my loan
It isn't new what I'm going through
But everybody knows you got to break sometime
Another night I fought the good fight
But I'm getting closer to the borderline
Close to the borderline

Things They Will Never Tell YouArthur Schopenhauer has been the most radical and defiant of all troublemakers.

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Re: In my mind they got us livin' suicide
« Reply #2 on: January 21, 2021, 12:24:09 pm »

Thank you for the video but here I am not allowed to watch it. I hope you are allright over there.

Stay safe.

P.S. I will continue with the information I got from alternative bloggers.

Most people saw the so-called inauguration of Joe Biden but it turns out that it was all pre-recorded, CGI or pre-filmed. It was a staged media event for the elite. Most of the National Guards will be leaving soon but 6,500 Guards will remain and do what they have to do, these alternative bloggers say. It was not a properly consecrated ceremony. In the ceremony Biden´s Bible had crosses upside down. It was a satanic symbol.

The United States, as we have known up to date, is over. For a long time it was a corporation that started in 1871 being the last president Ulysses Grant. The Republic will start now. Under military rule this inauguration of Joe Biden is null. Biden was the last CEO of the corporation while Trump is the President of the Republic.

The Deep State has many ramifications. The first phase, the bloggers, say, is over but the war is far from over. It is just the start. Only George Bush Jr., will get away lighter. He will spend life in prison.  George Bush Sr. was part of the assassination of JFK and took part in five attempts to kill Ronald Reagan.

Biden and his satanic minions committed treason. Most of the National Guards turned their backs on Biden motorcade as they were leaving. They know he is a corrupt president. In a few months new president will be inaugurated. Mike Pompeo might be the next Vice President and General Flynn a Special Envoy that will go around the world explaining the GESARA/NESARA.

These alternative bloggers, I read and listen to, say that the Royal Dutch Family has been detained for torturing children. The Irish government is conducting an investigation over the deaths of children in some parts of the Ireland.
Bill Gates, one of the owners of large farm lands across 18 States in the USA, will be exposed also. Once the quantum financial system changes his fortune will not matter anymore. Black Lives Matter and Antifa will also be targeted because they may react once their man, Biden, gets arrested.

There is a lot of military activity in New York and other cities. On the East Coast vessels or aircraft carriers will be there in case the governors and mayors put up resistance. Peter Gaynor of FEMA will be running the country for some time.
The former Prime Minister of Italy, Matteo Renzi, who was part of the fraud in the USA, made a bargain that involves returning cash, gold and artifacts stocked somewhere in Italy belonging to the Vatican treasury. They will be taken to Fort Knox because when Trump took power Fort Knox was empty. This bought the Italian government freedom. That is part of the deal.

These bloggers also say that Angela Hitler Merkel will be out of office every soon.

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Re: In my mind they got us livin' suicide
« Reply #3 on: January 21, 2021, 04:22:02 pm »
Thank you for the alternative narrative, Senor Raul.  I am not sure what to make of it all (Democrats vs Republicans, Socialists vs Capitalists; Krauts vs Brits), but I may be somewhat immune to the propaganda since, well, I never cared for Tom Hanks ever since "Saving Private Ryan," which really rubbed me the wrong way, for some reason.   :-\

Hollywood ...  ::)

I had suspected that Trump made the "career politicians" nervous, and that there is an all-out war among the elites.   These narratives have a grain of truth in them, possibly quite more than a grain of truth, but then the extreme statements, for instance, that Michelle is really Mike - that one I find hard to swallow, to be frank.

Does "Close to the Borderline" make any sense with auto-translation into Spanish?
Maybe if you look up the song yourself on ZOO-tube, it might come up with a version you are able to view from your section of the globe.   It was written by Joel after the 1977 blackout in New York City, but, for me, this song speaks loudly to me today in 2021 during these days of deceptive democracy and manufactured consent.

[Verso 1]
Apagón, ola de calor, homicidio calibre .44
Los vagabundos caen muertos y los perros se vuelven locos
En paquetes en el West Side
Niña de pie en una repisa parece otro suicidio
Ella quiere golpear esos ladrillos
Porque las noticias a las seis tienen que cumplir con una fecha límite
Mientras los millonarios se esconden en Beekman Place
Las señoras de la bolsa me tiran sus huesos a la cara
Me ataca un niño con sonido estéreo
No quiero escucharlo pero él no lo rechazará
La vida es dura pero es suficiente
Para contener las lágrimas hasta que sea la hora de cerrar
Sobreviví, sigo vivo
Pero me estoy acercando al límite
Cerca de la frontera

[Verso 2]
Un dólar tres ochenta
No te compraré mucho últimamente en la calle estos días
Y cuando puedas conseguir gasolina
Sabes que ya no puedes conducir rápido en las avenidas
Hombre rico, hombre pobre, de cualquier manera estadounidense
Empujado en lo perdido y encontrado
El grito sin armas nucleares, todos vamos a ir al infierno
Con el próximo gran colapso
Tengo un mando a distancia y una televisión en color
Yo no cambio de canal entonces ellos deben cambiarme
Tengo amigos muy cercanos que me drogarán
No saben hablar y no lo intentarán
No debería joder, no debería llorar
Empezaría una revolución pero no tengo tiempo
No se porque sigo siendo un buen chico
Pero me estoy acercando al límite
Cerca de la frontera

Pensé que sacrificaría tantas cosas
Pensé en tirarlos a todos
No pensé que necesitaba nada
Pero no puedes darte el lujo de desperdiciar lo que no estás dispuesto a pagar

Necesito un médico para mis pastillas para la presión.
Necesito un abogado para mis facturas médicas
Necesito un banquero para financiar mi casa
Necesito seguridad para respaldar mi préstamo
No es nuevo por lo que estoy pasando
Pero todo el mundo sabe que tienes que romper alguna vez
Otra noche peleé la buena pelea
Pero me estoy acercando al límite
Cerca de la frontera

« Last Edit: January 21, 2021, 06:14:11 pm by Sticks and Stones »
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Biden and the girls
« Reply #4 on: January 23, 2021, 04:56:53 am »

Thank you for your response and the translaton. Thank you for letting me share the alternative narratives. As you say in American English, take it or leave it. Believe it or not as Ripley used to say when I watched his programs decades ago.

I think that things are going to change in this world, specially in the United States. That´s the feeling I have. It will certainly make an impact in our country. I don´t know when. One thing is sure: what happens in the land of Uncle Sam it will happen here. I have no doubt about that.

There have been many things that we find hard to swallow in this world, not just if Michelle is Mike. For many or millions it will be hard to swallow that the world´s leaders were just puppets. We are led to believe that there are only three powers: the judicial, the legislative and the executive branches. All these three are just servants of the elites. That happens here, there and everywhere.

We have been brainwashed for decades and centuries to perceive things that are not here or there, and also not to perceive things that are here or there. We have been fed with lies all our lives.

We have been hypnotized to believe in lies. We have been hypnotized into not see the lies.

We are part of the problem because we turn away from ugly things that happen right under our noses. There are millions of missing children, child abuse, torture, pedophiles/pedophilia, human trafficking and sex trafficking using tunnels, banking and usury, pope´s deals with the mafia, corruption at the highest levels of power, slavery, subversion.

Reading these alternative narratives reinforces the idea that it was better not to have been born in this slaughterhouse.
Take a nap.

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Re: In my mind they got us livin' suicide
« Reply #5 on: January 25, 2021, 01:58:21 am »
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Take a nap.

I have not been able to sleep for days, except for a 3-hour nap this morning, so I will be taking my sleep in that form most likely.

Forgive me if I lack the confidence in my vision and concentration to respond.  At least a good old-fashioned radio transmission / "smoke signal" ... certain things are coming into perspective for me. 

At age 17 Arthur Schopenhauer stated that this world must have been created by a blind demon.   We pay those who wish to rule/control this world too much honor by imagining they are the Mother lode of intelligence.   Schopenhauer expresses a Gnostic sentiment, but with an apparent twist:  Jehovah / Allah / YHWH === The Creator God would not be some kind of Luciferian genius, but a blind idiot.

Life is a tale told by a blind idiot.  Could this blind idiot be our very own "world as representation."

The horrors occurring in the nooks and crannies have to be repressed or ignored somehow.  Isn't reality what each of us are forced to face, that which cannot be ignored?

Hermann Hesse, in the novel Demian, describes a world where the only realm of Light, the realm of the Lord, was in the parents home.   The entire rest of the world was the realm of Satan.   Even within the home, say, in the kitchen where hired servants prepared meals, that too belonged to the Prince of Darkness.

Isn't it altogether different to describe the Ruler of this entire cosmos as a blind demon?

This demon wishes to expand?   If the demon is appetite, it must devour.   

I wonder if we must mask our animal presence with symbol-oriented identities.

My apologies if I am rambling without sleep.  An honest man is always in trouble.
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« Reply #6 on: January 25, 2021, 08:31:01 am »

Thank you for your response. It is difficult to have vision and concentration if you have not slept for three days. So I hope you can take a nap.
I hate to remind you that this year we will turn 54. Our bodies are decaying because that is the way our bodies were made.

You ask an interesting question: Could this blind idiot be our own “world as representation? It could be.

Given the amount of suffering, sorrows, pain and anguish each one of us has to endure, clearly, Earth is the realm of the Prince of Darkness.

Drive carefully.

P.S. The World Health Organization says:

If you do not have any respiratory symptoms, such as fever, cough, or runny nose, you do not need to wear a medical mask. When used alone mask can give you a false feeling of protection and can even be a source of infection when not used correctly.

Washinton monument and White House went dark on Sunday.

The Irish government admits they put Covid-19 on every death certificate.

Helsinski Committee will declare that Pfizer is performing unauthorized human experiment in Israel.

Operation Lockstep: from the Rockefeller Playbook:

3rd Phase: If majority of people resist vaccines, a weaponized SARS/HIV/MERS virus will be released. A lot of people will die from this. It will be the survival of the fittest. It will also be the ultimate push for everyone to be vaccinated in order to return to normality. Those who have taken the vaccine will be at war with those who have not. It will be anarchy from all sides.

In Madrid, Spain there were marches against the lockdowns on Saturday. There were also protests in Austria and Denmark.

In Dresden, Germany a Corona jail for quarantine breakers or resisters is scheduled to open.

Ismael Miranda (70), aka El Niño Bonito de la Salsa, a Puerto Rican singer and songwriter has been hospitalized on the island.

Lancet, a medical journal, retracts paper that halted hydroxychloroquine trials.

Bricks were thrown at the central station in Eindhoven, The Netherlands on Sunday. Police could not control anti-lockdown rioters. There were cars burning, windows smashed and shops looted.

In London smoke was seen rising from Houses of Parliament as alarm sounded.

Antifa battled with Feds in Portland after Twitter suspended popular Antifa accounts.

Barron Trump, son of Donald Trump wears a T-shirt with the inscription: 7 didn´t blow itself up. The bloggers say he is referring to what happened on September 11,2001.

CORONA = 6 letters
C=3 O=15 R=18 O=15 N= 14 A=1 Total= 66
2020/666= 30330 
Text UNITED to 30330

The bloggers, I read, say that the real reason Princess Diana was murdered in 1997 is because she knew about the child **** sex trafficking  epidemic going on. There are assumptions that she was pregnant.

A 2014 report by Breitbart revealed that Disney  was hiring a wildly large number of child sex offenders. An alarming number of Disney World employees had been arrested for alleged child sex offenses. Walt Disney is believed to be a 33rd degree Freemason.

Microsoft filed a patent to bring back dead loved ones as AI chatbots from their digital harvested data. Patent No.10.853.717 B2.

Timothy Charles Holmseth, a reporter, says that Vice President Mike Pence and Gen. John Kelly tried to assassinate President Trump. They tried to kill him six times.

The bloggers say that Mark Zuckerberg, founder of Facebook, ingested adrenochrome.

In Paraguay 10,000 companies went broke and more than 400,000 people were left jobless due to the lockdowns.
The state of New York lost 1 million jobs due to Governor Cuomo´s lockdowns.

Pope Francis is canceling public appearances due to nerve pain.

Bill Gates, founder of Microsoft, wants to block the sun to help counter global warming.

Deutsche Bank AG and Signature Bank decided not to do more business with President Trump.The Deep State sees him as a danger to them.

What happened in Nashville, Tennessee on December 25, i.e., the explosion, was a demonstration of an incredibly advanced weapon to warn the bad people what could be done and if they did not back off there would be more like that. The Space Force is linked to that.

Larry King (87), a famous U.S. broadcasting legend died of COVID. The bloggers say he was part of the cabal.

What happened in Madrid was not a gas explosion. It was an attack caused by the bad guys. That is the reason all the arrests could not be made.

The Chinese communist leaders are planning to invade Taiwan. Chinese bombers and fighter jets breached the island´s air defense.

Last year the Spanish government planned to ban the presence of Catholic chaplains in public hospitals. Extreme unctions and confessions will be forbidden.

The bloggers say that the word COVID once inverted means DIVOC: DIBOC, DYBBOUK. In Hebrew DYBBOUK means possession by a malignant spirit that was expelled from hell.

The Pentagon said to Joe Biden that he is not allowed to set foot in the Pentagon because he is not recognized as the President. Biden is always followed by a Chinese bodyguard.

Most of the National Guards were forced to stay in a garage with one bathroom.

Biden is signing executive actions, not executive orders. Executive Action was a movie made in 1973 about the assassination of John F. Kennedy. The stars were Burt Lancaster and Robert Ryan. The White House, so to speak, is in Mar-a-Lago,Trump´s residence in Florida.

The U.S. military has advised Trump to take a vacation because there are still battles to be fought. March 4th or mid-April of 2021 will be important dates for the USA and the world.

It is expected that Trump will become the 19th President of the Republic.

John G. Trump was Donald Trump´s uncle. He was a physicist and was in charge of all the science materials left by the famous inventor Nikola Tesla in 1944. The bloggers say that Donald Trump has knowledge of quantum physics.

Black Lives Matter and Antifa are demanding that Biden give them the money he promised. Antifa damaged the headquarters of the Democratic Party of Oregon.

According to the organization Food for the Hungry:

More than 702 million people in the world live in extreme poverty, living on less than $ 1.90 a day.
UNICEF reports that 22,000 children die due to the effects of poverty.

Every year six million children die from malnutrition before their fifth birthday.

Two million children die from preventable diseases every year, such as diarrhea and pneumonia.

More than 750 million people lack access to clean drinking water.

850 million people worldwide do not have enough food to eat. 300 million are children.

Hunger is the number one cause of death in the world, killing more than HIV/AIDS, malaria and tuberculosis combined.