Senor Raul,
I am so grateful to be able to exchange thoughts with you and to learn from you.I really hope that we could continue to do so at least for a few more years as I gain so much from you.
Every other day I feel the tug of the siren song of suicide.But I want to see how bad the life can get.I want to see how much they will humiliate me and disparage me.
How many times they will crucify me.
Yes, I suffer.I do not even know what nightmares tomorrow will bring for me.
Keep well.