{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Holden,

Thank you for your message. My health is in a bad shape and so is my financial issue. I am not relaxed.

This world is ruled by psychopaths. They don´t feel any kind of guilt. Instead of finishing my messages with stay well, stay safe or stay vigilant, I should write Stay dangerous because this world is not fair to nice people.

We, humans, are monstrosities with smart phones. Of course not many people would agree with this. In fact, most people would reject this truth and embrace this life, this lie even more. They look at their faces in the mirror and they say to themselves they are very handsome. I know that because I have done the same thing.

From time to time I think about this universe, a supposedly perfect universe in every aspect and what are we, sorry human creatures?, a pigsty!, this sShit that we are! Millions and millions of evolution for all this... this cannot be. So much suffering, so much pain, so much anguish to have been born without nothing and then die without nothing.  We believe that we are the perfection and we are nothing.

Maybe there is no universe. There is only this prison, human farm, a laboratory for human abortions and nothing else.

Take care.

Holden,
Thank you for  your words. My migraines are giving me a hard time. I cannot sleep well at night because I have to get up to **** at least three times in the evening because of my prostate. I am just surviving, and yet what is the merit of surviving?

As for myself I don´t think I will be here by 2030.

I have heard of the OOPArt (Out of Place Artifacts) ,artefacts of historical and archaelogical interest that challenge our understanding of historical timelines. All our lives we have been told lies about history. There are ancient civilizations, according to fringe historians, that vanished and that we have just started hearing about them in these last decades.

Also our history books tell us that Socrates was convicted of corrupting the youth by the Athenians. Some claim that the reason Socrates was forced to drink hemlock was because his ideal was that all things should be shared including wives and  children for sexual purposes.

Take care.

Don Raul ,
Thanks for your message.
Strange dreams.
I was on a journey with a friend and we reached a rural area.
Over there, a dog that belonged to a household attacked me.
I think I managed to dodge the attack but it really induced a severe panic attack.

I told to the friend that I cannot continue with the journey.

Then, all of sudden, I found myself in a high-rise shopping mall.
Supposedly,it was right next to my house.
I kept asking people for directions,kept descending down the escalators .

But, the floors went on and on.
They never seemed to end.
I might have come across someone belonging to the Brotherhood of the Snake.

By Jupiter, my mind feels to be to be quite messed up and severely depressed.
But, as you know, for good or I'll, that's the only mind I possess.

What ,I ask myself, have I managed to experience in this life except for deep sorrow and chilling grief?
Little.
Very little indeed.

The climate is going haywire. I can feel it.
How long does the human era still have?
5 years.
Maybe 10.

It induces episodes of insanity in me.
But the kind of insanity that brings with it ruthless clarity and not mushy confusion.

Keep well.