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Why Bother? / Secret Teachers (To Don Raul)
« Last post by Holden on Today at 03:18:24 pm »


Don Raul,
Thank you so much for the response. I must say that you and Herr Hauser have my great Secret Teachers. There is a history of secret teachers in Rosicrucian/Hermetic way. I could have never expected that a poor and wretched soul like myself would be so fortunate as you have Secret Teachers like two of you.

I am finding that some browsers just refuse to show this message board. Maybe time has arrived to it to become even more difficult to find that it already was. Your messages are pure gold. I am fortunate that I get to correspond with you,even though, we are so far away from each other and might never get to meet in person in this life.

Anyway, if I became a ghost, I’d start leaving gold bricks in your house and that of Herr Hauser for I have received only pure gold from the two of you in this life.
The so-called scientists shall never arrive at the truth of that I am quite certain now. The only way forward is philosophy of the kind you and Herr Hauser espouse.

Well,tomorrow is Monday and I’d have to show my face to a device to register my attendance. Grim reality

Please look after your health!
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Why Bother? / Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Last post by raul on April 19, 2025, 04:53:32 pm »
Holden,
Thank you for your message and your concern. It is very hard to relax in this world.  Sometimes I pictured myself, with my neck in noose dangling lifeless from a hangman’s gallows.

Another Holy Week passes here and most people have left for the countryside. But tomorrow I will see thousands of vehicles coming back to the capital and neighboring cities. Most call themselves Christians but I only see in them a mockery of their beliefs, cruxifixion and so on.

In the Philippines Ruben Enaje, a veteran of 35 cruxifixions, said it was his last cruxifixion, I know it must be a bloody spectacle but yet I would have like to witness his penitence there.  I post an article from France Presse and another from Infobae, where you can watch the cruxifixion.

Yes, most people are beasts. I think some people are afraid of you. This is the reason they torture you at all times. But you are a tough nut to crack. You are unbreakable. That is why everything is against you. They won´t prevail against you.

Probably we are not alone in this universe and there are extraterretrial beings out there. Probably some are good, others are evil just like us. This world is a battleground and we are both predators and victims. Maybe we are their laboratory rats.

I have heard of this German philosopher, Philipp Batz, aka Philipp Mainlander (1841-1876). He exited this world at the age of 34 in 1876 after writing his masterpiece. In Some Quotes and News, I quoted him:

"He who does not fear death rushes into a burning house; he who does not fear death steps unhesitatingly into a deluge; he who does not fear death bursts into a thick hail of bullets; he who does not fear death undertakes unarmed combat against thousands of rising titans—with a word—he who does not fear death is the only one who can do something for others, bleed for others, and at the same time receives the only happiness, the only desirable good in this world: true peace of heart."
Philosophy of Redemption
Phillipp Mainländer

His sister, Minna, who helped him publish his work also exited this world in 1886. In an article I read in Spanish about him Philipp Batz... imagined that we are fragments of a God who, at the beginning of time, destroyed himself, eager to cease to exist. Universal history is the dark agony of these fragments.”

Stay safe.
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Why Think? / Bloody Philippine passion play sees final performance of veteran 'Jesus'
« Last post by raul on April 19, 2025, 04:44:26 pm »
Bloody Philippine passion play sees final performance of veteran 'Jesus'
Manila (AFP) – Scores of penitents whipped themselves bloody under a scorching Philippine sun while others were nailed to crosses in a polarising Good Friday tradition drawing the most extreme of Catholic devotees.

Issued on: 18/04/2025 - 12:17Modified: 18/04/2025 - 12:15
3 min
 The Good Friday flagellation tradition draws thousands of Catholic devotees to the Philippines every Easter © Ted ALJIBE / AFP

The macabre spectacle, officially frowned on by the Church, attracts thousands of Filipinos -- and a smattering of tourists -- each Easter weekend to sites across Asia's only majority Catholic nation.
In Pampanga province, two hours north of Manila, 64-year-old Ruben Enaje was nailed to a cross for the 36th time on Friday.

Minutes after the nails were gingerly removed from his palms, he told reporters it would be for the last time.
"I really can't do it anymore. They had to aim portable fans at me earlier just for me to breathe normally," Enaje said, after temperatures reached 39 degrees Celsius (102 Fahrenheit).

 The macabre spectacle is officially frowned on by the Catholic Church © Ted ALJIBE / AFP

In an unscripted moment, Enaje had tumbled down an embankment while navigating the narrow path to the cross after being "pushed a bit harder than usual" by a man playing a Roman soldier.

He told reporters he had felt "dizzy" while walking to the venue, needing to rest for 30 minutes before reaching the site.
He has hinted at retirement in the past, and this year local officials finally introduced his successor: Arnold Maniago, a veteran of 24 crucifixions.
Maniaco conceded he was "a little nervous" about taking on the role of Jesus.

More than penance
Among the procession, men with their faces covered by bandanas rhythmically whipped themselves as they walked towards the cross.
But the flails, tipped with bamboo shards, rarely produce the desired blood.

Children trailed many of the processions.
A boy no more than eight years old lightly flailed the back of a shirtless man lying in the road.
Mark Palma, whose back was raw and smeared with blood, said flagellation was more than an act of penance.

The 30-year-old told AFP he had spent half his life taking part in the flagellation ritual as a way of praying for his sister born with a heart defect.

"She'll be going through an operation this year, she has a hole in her heart," he said.

"I'm praying for her to be healed. I want the operation to be successful."
Raymond Ducusin, 31, said he began taking part in 2022 when his parents developed health issues.

Though his father passed away, he had no plans to stop.
 Some use wooden paddles embedded with sharp glass to draw more blood © Ted ALJIBE / AFP

"I want to commemorate his legacy through this. I still believe in miracles," Ducusin said.
Officials said about 10,000 people attended Good Friday events in Pampanga.

More than 50 foreign tourists who had purchased special passes viewed the proceedings from under a tent.
David, a 45-year-old from New York City, said he and his partner had planned their holiday to attend the crucifixions.

"To see something born at the community level that's still vibrant... most religious affiliation and sentiment in the West is pretty much fading away and here, it's still incredibly visceral," he said.
https://www.france24.com/en/live-news/20250418-bloody-philippine-passion-play-sees-final-performance-of-veteran-jesus



Watch the crucifixion
https://www.infobae.com/america/mundo/2025/04/18/el-jesus-mas-famoso-de-filipinas-se-retira-tras-36-crucifixiones-y-casi-muere-de-verdad-en-la-ultima-me-quede-sin-aire/
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Why Bother? / Ghosts ( To Don Raul)
« Last post by Holden on April 19, 2025, 02:20:45 pm »


Don Raul,

Thank you for your message. I find myself in a very strange Kafkaesque world. People around me are like beasts who want to chew me up. Bad people. They want to see my dead body and want to dance around it. Turn me into ashes and throw it into the winds. Insomnia haunts me.

I have been reading a lot of P.K. Dick of late.His writing chimes with my spirit. There are so many battles being waged all around the world but they all pale out in comparison to the one that is being waged within my soul.

What do I do? I feel oppressed by demons on all sides. There are ghosts, hungry ghosts that torment me all the time. What are your views on UFOs? Do you think they are extraterrestrial or some kind of advanced weapons of this world? Just about everything is working against me.  I’m so glad that you respond to my messages-it means the world to me.
 
How am I do survive in this world? If you don’t mind me asking ,have you comes across a German thinker called Mainlander? If yes, what do you make of his world-view?

Please take care and try to relax as much as you can.



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JUNK DRAWER / Some Quotes and News
« Last post by raul on April 18, 2025, 01:34:13 pm »
“I admire Seneca. Even though his suic1d5 was botched and even though he preached austerity when he was immensely rich. Praise be to those who leave without any other criterion than their own, because you and only you are the master of your life. Who else?”
Josep Promortalista Antinatalista-FB





“I don't give a damn what anyone says about suicide. I just know that life was imposed on me to satisfy the desires of others without them giving a **** about what happened to me, so I have the right to leave whenever I want. No one criticizes a kidnapped person for trying to escape.”
Morfeo Pesadillas-FB





“Let's move on to Augustine of Hippo. Yes, the one who condemned lust even though he was a vile whoremonger. He savagely criticized suicide, cursing, for example, Judas Iscariot for hanging himself. He doesn't realize that his beloved Christ (a piece of sShit who never even existed) committed a complete suicide. And this Augustine's views on self-inflicted death, mercilessly cruel, were the norm in the Church for many centuries. Disgusting bastards and sadists!”
Josep Promortalista Antinatalista-FB





TIMON, THE MISANTHROPIST (5th century BC)
“Timon had a fig tree in his orchard, and while planning to expand his home, he decided to cut it down. It was an ancient tree from which desperate Athenians had hanged themselves to death. Before cutting it down, he went to the capital of Attica and requested an audience in the agora, until a large crowd arrived, curious to hear what this man, who never spoke to anyone or had any dealings with anyone, had to say. Timon announced to them, clearly and briefly, that he had on his estate that fig tree from which many people had hanged themselves—something he was not averse to—but that he was going to cut it down for a construction project he had begun, and that he was therefore giving public notice that anyone who wanted to hang themselves should do so quickly.”
Hegesias of Cirene-FB





“My philosophy not only does not lead to misanthropy, as might seem to anyone who looks at it superficially, and as many accuse it of doing, but by its nature it excludes misanthropy, by its nature it aims to cure, to extinguish that ill humor, that hatred (not systematic but nevertheless real hatred) which very many people who are not philosophers, and would not wish to be called or thought of as misanthropes, feel in their hearts nonetheless toward their fellow humans, either habitually, or in particular circumstances, by reason of the ill which, rightly or wrongly, like everyone else, they receive from other people. My philosophy makes nature guilty of everything, and by exonerating humanity altogether, it redirects the hatred, or at least the complaint, to a higher principle, the true origin of the ills of living beings, etc. etc.”
Giacomo Leopardi, trans. Kathleen Baldwin et al., Zibaldone (2013), [4428] ISBN 978-0374296827





“We do not rush toward death, we flee the catastrophe of birth, survivors struggling to forget it. Fear of death is merely the projection into the future of a fear which dates back to our first moment of life. We are reluctant, of course, to treat birth as a scourge: has it not been inculcated as the sovereign good—have we not been told that the worst came at the end, not at the outset of our lives? Yet evil, the real evil, is behind, not ahead of us. What escaped Jesus did not escape Buddha: "If three things did not exist in the world, O disciples, the Perfect One would not appear in the world..." And ahead of old age and death he places the fact of birth, source of every infirmity, every disaster.”
Emil Cioran, The Trouble With Being Born, 1973





“Our susceptibility to pain is wellnigh infinite; but that to pleasure has narrow limits.”
Arthur Schopenhauer






“The (nonhuman) animal predicament is particularly revealing. Confronted with the awful spectacle of billions of animals being eaten, often alive, by predators, humans typically do not attempt to propose any cosmic meaning to those lives. Indeed, the usual monotheistic response is to say that the (or at least one) purpose of animals is to be eaten by others higher up the food chain. It is hard to reconcile that with the existence of a purportedly benevolent God, who surely could have created a world in which billions did not have to die each day to keep others alive.”
David Benatar, The Human Predicament (2017) ISBN 9780190633813






“It is understandable that the birth of a child chained a new soul to the earth and perpetuated the rule of Satan. The Perfect One sighs: "May God grant that there will be no more children, that all souls will be saved and that the reign of Evil will be overthrown."
René Nelli, La Vie quotidienne des Cathares du Languedoc au xiiie siècle, 1979






Man's greatest crime on earth is the fatal fact of birth.
Pedro Calderón de la Barca, La vida es sueño, 1635





"In other words: as long as you exist, you will, in one way or another, be accepting all kinds of injustices, insults, and intrigues from time, life, reality, and existence in general. We will never be free as long as we have a body, which we should rather call a prison. Why must things be this way? Who defined the rules that govern this absurd pseudo-reality?"
H0m1c1da Obsession
Arik Eindrok





“All of the inescapable and tyrannical bodily necessities are already presented to the baby in the form of new cries and sufferings. Progenitors will become increasingly conscious of this and they will keep saying: “He’s crying; maybe he’s hungry”; “He’s crying; maybe he's cold”; “He’s crying; maybe he’s tired”, without ever arriving at the ominous “He’s crying because he was born”.
Julio Cabrera, Discomfort and Moral Impediment: The Human Situation, Radical Bioethics and Procreation, (2019), pp. 162-163 ISBN 978-1527518032





We are like a herd of cattle,trying to "enjjoy" life before slaughter.
Huỳnh Việc Trung





“Life knows us not and we do not know life,—we don't know even our own thoughts. Half the words we use have no meaning whatever and of the other half man understands each word after the fashion of his own folly and conceit. Faith is a myth and beliefs shift like mists on the shore: thoughts vanish: words, once pronounced, die: and the memory of yesterday is as shadowy as the hope of tomorrow,—only the string of my platitude seems to have no end. As our peasants say: "Pray brother, forgive me for the love of God." And we don't know what forgiveness is, nor what love, nor where God is.”
Joseph Conrad, letter to R. B. Cunninghame Graham (14th Jan. 1898)




From realrawnews.com
Kilmer Died Suddenly and Suspiciously Ahead of Releasing Hollywood **** List
Read at:
https://realrawnews.com/2025/04/kilmer-died-suddenly-and-suspiciously-ahead-of-releasing-hollywood-****-list/
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Why Bother? / Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Last post by raul on April 18, 2025, 01:12:58 pm »
Holden,

Thank you for your message and again there is no need for apologies. You are going through tough times.

Yes, people are terrible and awful. Mosto of us are just programmed zombies. It is the misery of our human nature. Most of us are inhuman humans. Most won’t end up in jail, but rather they are at the highest level in the corporate and political spheres.

From what I read about the Gnostics, we are the seed of Satan. Who knows? Anytime our date with death will come. I read that to Buddhist Thais “to die is like getting on a bus and then getting off again at another bus stop.” I wonder if that is the case.

I suffer from insomnia. Apart from that my migraines complicate my sleep along with my prostate issues. Three years ago I took melatonin for almost one year.

I think the one who should start writing a book is you. I have not written any significant thing in this board.

According to Wikipedia, alcohol has been used for a long time by the military around the world. I read years ago that German soldiers in WW2 used Pervitin (an early form of methamphetamine) to enhance their combat performance, especially during the Allied pressure on the war effort. It was readily available without a prescription and was even studied by Nazi military doctors to determine its effectiveness. During the Syrian Civil War the military used Fenethylline (trade name Captagon).

So Big Brother is coming to your office. I am not surprised. Here in this country for some reason the authorities are not using face recognition devices much. They wanted to install them in stadiums but we have surveillance cameras almost everywhere.

All this reminds me in a strange way of what the Greek miitary did to prisoners in the 1970s. Army officers had prisoners stripped and tied face-down to a bench. Then an officer spits on a rag and put it in their mouths. Black hoods were put over their face. Other men went into the room and began beating the prisoners with knotted ropes. Then men jumped up and down on top of them. Others began whipping the soles of their feet. The feet felt as big as balloons, as though they were dipped in molten lead.

I surely would not like to be subjected to this torture but I am not going to lie that I would like them used with the members of the elite here.

Yes, this world is the playground of Satan and his minions.

Stay vigilant.
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Why Bother? / Madness ( To Don Raul)
« Last post by Holden on April 18, 2025, 10:47:00 am »


Don Raul,

Thank you for your message and my profuse apologies about the late response. Sands of Time rub me the wrong way. Have you ever considered writing a book? Compiling all your ideas and thoughts together? I have read that many governments these days provide drugs to their soldiers so that they could keep fighting without sleep.

My sleep pattern is all haywire. How to I reset it? Maybe it is not possible to do that. I am using an air-cooler to keep the temperature down in my room. Without it ,I would just go insane. The next few days are going to be terrible for me. My office folks are installing face recognition device .The people around me are terrible. I wish I could go to Pluto. Live out there with books.

There is just the intensity of my emotions that I find almost unbearable. Do you think there is a way to get a bit of an handle on intense emotions like rage and melancholy. There are bellyaches too.
I am a ball of different kinds of pain.

Everything is a chore these days. I just like to avoid people a lot. They say it is not good but I find people repulsive.

Please take care.
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JUNK DRAWER / Some Quotes and News
« Last post by raul on April 14, 2025, 04:47:49 pm »
“The business of the journalist is to destroy the truth; to lie outright; to pervert; to vilify; to fawn at the feet of mammon, and to sell his country and his race for his daily bread. You know it and I know it and what folly is this toasting an independent press? We are the tools and vassals of rich men behind the scenes. We are the jumping jacks, they pull the strings and we dance. Our talents, our possibilities and our lives are all the property of other men. We are intellectual prostitutes.” ―John Swinton, Former Managing Editor The New York Times and New York Sun”
Steven M. Greer, Unacknowledged: An Expose Of The World's Greatest Secret
https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/10510816-the-business-of-the-journalist-is-to-destroy-the-truth





“I haven't been here in a long time. Many things happened, and they weren't pleasant at all.
Well, what could be pleasant? A good conversation? A good wine? A tasty dessert?

There are those who tend to deceive themselves with small tricks, some pseudo-pleasures that may seem like moments of sweet happiness.
But happiness doesn't exist, and I can and must prove it.

Do you see everything that's been happening lately? Some call it climate change and talk about how we're close to extinction as a species?

Everyday, repeated, involuntary acts tend to distract people from all worries.

I'm not even talking about wars or tragedies... where people die and kill without permission.
Now, more than ever, it's time to say... I don't want to.
When we see nine-year-olds committing suicide, I ask: what are we seeing?
Awareness is coming at an earlier and earlier age.

Who else wants to cover the sun with a colander?
When massacres in public places multiply, followed by a simple "it's over," we are faced with an absolute truth: we are here only to die. That's the point.”
Suicidio Terapéutico-FB





“Geronticide in Sardinia was a cultural custom of Phoenician and Punic origin, which consisted of throwing elderly people over seventy years old off a cliff. There are two theories about the reasons for this ritual: one suggests that it was performed in honor of the god Cronus; the other, that it was to rid themselves of those considered a burden to society.
Despite the brutality of the act, family members were not indifferent to their relatives' suffering. They gave them an anesthetic herb that paralyzed their faces, creating a "dark smile." This expression inspired the masks known in Sardinian folklore as "Riso Sardonico."
Datos Históricos-FB




 
“In the name of a proto-economic eugenics, such praxis is nothing more than the atavistic expression of an ontological truth that modernity pretends to have overcome: the social uselessness of the individual disconnected from production. The difference, for example, between throwing the elderly off a cliff and leaving them to languish in the emotional sterility of a white room is merely semantic. In both cases, the useless body is eliminated, but only in ancient barbarism was it recognized as having the privilege of ritual. In the asepsis of the present, the smile has been replaced by administered silence.

Without meaning to take a position for or against, the sardonic smile of the past, though macabre, was at least visible, while in modern societies it is subtly hidden from the mass of perdition, powerfully necessary at the same time for human survival.

These are times of madness, or it has always been this way.”
Reynoso Hernández Edwin-FB in response to Datos Historicos-FB





From PressTV
Another Israeli CEO arrested for peddophilia and sexual assault
An Israeli cyber company CEO has been arrested on suspicion of committing serious sexual offenses against children.
https://www.presstv.co.uk/Detail/2025/04/10/745931/Another-Israeli-CEO-arrested-for-pedophilia-and-sexual-assault





From X (formerly Twitter)
S.L. Kanthan (@Kanthan2030) on X
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Moral decay of an empire in its last stage.
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https://t.me/rafapalreal/52465
The only woman to rise to the position of Mossad´s deputy director has died.
Participating in all its operations during the Cold War, it is rumored that she has been "taken down."





From X (formerly Twitter)
BROKE AUNT (@simply_letticia) on X
CHINA 🇨🇳 exposes luxury brands 😂🤣🤣😂😂😂🤣
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From realrawnews.com
Trump Purging State Department of Satanism
Read at:
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JUNK DRAWER / Some Quotes and News
« Last post by raul on April 11, 2025, 07:51:32 am »

“They say the CHATGPT wastes a lot of water. This is bad for the planet. Screw it 🤣🤣🤣🤣”.
Josep Promortalista Antinatalista-FB





"Far be it from me, the hypocrite who claims to love life and rejects violence. Far be it from me, from the lyrical, the naive, the doer of good, the complacent, the one with easy melodies, the merchant of spirits, the ecological, the good. Because life is anything but that; life is the bite, the jaws closing on the wound, the blood that nourishes, the necessary cunning of the predator."
Chantal Maillard





“Now all my tales are based on the fundamental premise that common human laws and interests and emotions have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large. To me there is nothing but puerility in a tale in which the human form—and the local human passions and conditions and standards—are depicted as native to other worlds or other universes. To achieve the essence of real externality, whether of time or space or dimension, one must forget that such things as organic life, good and evil, love and hate, and all such local attributes of a negligible and temporary race called mankind, have any existence at all. Only the human scenes and characters must have human qualities. These must be handled with unsparing realism, (not catch-penny romanticism) but when we cross the line to the boundless and hideous unknown—the shadow-haunted Outside—we must remember to leave our humanity and terrestrialism at the threshold.”
H. P. Lovecraft, in note to the editor of Weird Tales, on resubmission of "The Call of Cthulhu"





“Catholicism introduced the idea that everything must be built through sacrifice and hardship.”
Melómano Posting Albums-FB





“For men, the only essential thing is to kill time. In this life, whose brevity we sing in every tone, our greatest enemy is time, of which we always have too much.”
Alfred de Vigny






“Birth is an ambush. A dirty ambush. They take you from a floating, warm, silent state of well-being to throw you into a noisy, dirty, hostile world… without asking you a damn thing.
Birth is no miracle: it's a biological kidnapping, an act as brutal as it is useless. They eject you from the womb as if you were being kicked onto a circus stage that's already burning. And on top of that, they applaud you for arriving.
The worst part is that they sell it to you as something natural, beautiful, sacred. As if they were doing you a favor.”
Marcelo Perez-FB






“the universe is rotten from the ground up - it's not just contemporary society, capitalism, yada yada yada, the world is a mistake.”
Giles Oldershaw-FB





“if you look at the world and the way governments treat the people

The way the world operates is deeply messed up. Governments and those in power claim to care about people, but when you look at how things really are, it's clear that their actions don't match their words. Every single day, around 25,000 people die from starvation — not because there isn't enough food, but because of inequality, corruption, and greed.

There's enough to go around, but the system isn't built to help everyone — it's built to benefit a few.

These same systems send people off to war, where they kill and get killed for causes they often don't understand or agree with. Civilians — including innocent children — are bombed in the name of politics, profit, and power plays. The people making those decisions never face the consequences. They sit safely behind desks while others bleed.

If the economy crashes and you hit hard times, you could lose everything — your job, your home, your stability. No one steps in to catch you. You're left to figure it out on your own, and if you fail, you're blamed for not trying hard enough.
Meanwhile, a billion people go to bed hungry every single night, while billionaires hoard more money than they could ever spend. That's not just unfair — it's inhumane. If the elites who run the world actually cared, this wouldn't be happening.

And yet, if someone wants to escape all this — if they say life is too much and they want out — they're told they're sick, selfish, or broken. There's all this pressure to keep going, to keep suffering, to stay alive for the sake of others or some abstract sense of hope. But where's the same energy when people are starving, dying in war zones, or freezing on the streets?

The system is set up in a way that profits from suffering, keeps people in survival mode, and punishes them when they try to break free—whether it's through defiance, desperation, or seeking a way out altogether. It's a cruel contradiction: those in power perpetuate mass suffering, and then pretend to be the protectors of life when someone says they don't want to live in that suffering anymore.

If they truly cared, we wouldn't see millions starving while billionaires race to space. We wouldn't see people criminalized for simply being poor, mentally ill, or using substances to cope with unbearable conditions. And yet, the moment someone says "I've had enough," suddenly everyone becomes deeply concerned about the "sanctity of life." Where is that concern when people are being bombed? Or evicted? Or left to die on the street?

This world can feel like a prison where the guards are pretending to be our saviors. And it's especially maddening when people are told they must keep living—no matter the pain—because it's "wrong" to want out, even when nothing is being done to relieve that pain.
hypocrisy
why do we put up with this???
Gareth McDaid-FB





From Distributed Denial of Secrets
We are the most important and most active public library of hacked and leaked datasets in the world today, but we operate on a shoestring budget.
https://ddosecrets.com/article/patron-papers





From realrawnews.com
Criminal CDC Employees Arrested in Alaska Sent to GITMO
Read in…
https://realrawnews.com/2025/04/criminal-cdc-employees-arrested-in-alaska-sent-to-gitmo/





From borderlandbeat.com
Los Chapitos blamed for massacre at Culiacán, Sinaloa, rehabilitation center. Omar Garcia Harfuch Confirms Los Chapitos Responsible For Attack On Culiacan Rehab Center.
By Char  4/08/2025 01:07:00 PM  12 comments
https://www.borderlandbeat.com/2025/04/los-chapitos-blamed-for-massacre-at.html







Noticias Rafapal
Forwarded from ONLY DROPS QTSR
The European Union in PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC >>> over
Trump's Tarrifs !!!!!!!

SECRETLY FRANCE AND ITALY governments or reaching out to too Trump and want to create a bilateral trade away from the European Union and have direct trade for wine exports and products and including stock exchange agreements that effect the their GDP.

There is MASSIVE panic the European Union could fall apart and the countries want to make deals with the U.S. without the European Union trade commissions ( meaning there are strongly considering leaving the corrupt EU system)





Noticias Rafapal
Forwarded from Master C. Miller
Hitler lived in Argentina after WW2.
New documents set to be released soon will prove it.
https://x.com/ShadowofEzra/status/1910139259022987607?t=73Gfwn3tbC8Hq2aMZq_N4g&s=19

@MasterCMiller




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Why Think? / The God of Carnage
« Last post by raul on April 09, 2025, 09:26:50 am »
The God of Carnage

Afew days ago, a father threw his son off a bridge as revenge against his ex-wife. At first, according to some reports, he wanted to take the life of his ex-wife and her new boyfriend, but for some reason he decided to kill his own son to get at his ex. He was probably too much of a coward to confront two adults. After the murder, he sent an audio message to his ex-wife saying that he had done something “a little crazy”. The incident took place in Rio Grande do Sul, the southernmost Brazilian state. This kind of thing happens all the time, apparently. It is so common that I end up forgetting about it until another case appears in the media.

The case reminded me of another, similar one, that occurred a few years ago, also in Rio Grande do Sul, which fortunately did not end in death. A mother sent a video message to her ex-husband from inside the car saying that she was going to kill herself and her young daughter — all while her daughter cried in the back seat and tried to explain, in her childish vocabulary, that she did not want that. After the message, the woman deliberately crashed her car at high speed into another vehicle. There were no fatalities and she is now in jail.

It is much more common than we think for parents to kill their children. In fact, by far the greatest danger to young children comes from close and trusted people, such as parents, uncles, aunts, cousins, and priests and pastors, who figure disproportionately among the abusers convicted by the courts in several countries. We can even say that violence against children is part of human history and its various constitutive myths. It is known that the practice of child sacrifice existed among some Israelite groups in ancient times, and the various biblical passages prohibiting the practice came after religious reforms made under King Josiah in the 7th century BC, and after the Babylonian exile of the Jews.

The religious practice of parents sacrificing their firstborn was common in the Mediterranean region, as attested by Greek, Roman, and Hebrew sources, and there is ample archaeological evidence. In addition to the Hebrews, it occurred among the Phoenicians and Carthaginians. The idea of ​​sacrificing the firstborn is even accepted and then rejected by God in different parts of the Old Testament. For example, there is a growing scholarly consensus that the biblical narrative of Abraham's sacrifice of Isaac is a revision and that, originally, the sacrifice did in fact occur in the text. Only later did the myth gradually change to show that God was against child sacrifice.

The idea of ​​sacrificing the firstborn as a way of cleansing one's own sins is brought up in the Old Testament in the prohibition proclaimed by the prophet Micah. Over time, replacing human sacrifice with animal sacrifice became the norm. But this idea would return with the main human sacrifice contained in the Bible: the sacrifice of Jesus, the son of God, on the cross, which in the Christian mythology of the New Testament served to cleanse the sins of all humans who believed in him and repented. In addition to sacrifice as a way of cleansing sins, the Old Testament also presents the example of the judge Jephthah, who sacrificed his daughter to Yahweh as a way of thanking him for having won a battle against the Ammonites.

The story of Jephthah's sacrifice came to be interpreted as a kind of warning against oaths, since Jephthah had sworn to God that he would sacrifice the first thing that came out of his door if he won the battle against the Ammonites. The first thing that came out of his door was his daughter, who came to greet him happily for his victory. However, Yahweh and the Bible never condemn Jephthah for the act, which shows that such a practice of human sacrifice in honor of the God of Israel was, at the very least, acceptable in certain contexts and during a certain period in Antiquity.

Beyond the Mediterranean and the Middle East, religious sacrifices of children and adults were also widely practiced in the Americas by pre-Columbian civilizations and cultures, as attested by the natives themselves, in addition to the testimony of the colonizers. As in the case of the Carthaginians, Phoenicians and Hebrews, there is also a wide range of archaeological records that attest to the veracity of the practice in the Americas. In the specific case of children, in all cultures in which sacrifices occurred, the parents accepted and participated in some way in the ritual, whether in the Americas or in the Mediterranean and Middle East.

In all cases, the belief was that their children would continue to exist in some form. Furthermore, if the ritualistic sacrifice of a child provided — at least in the minds of all members of that society — other healthy children for the parents, as well as good harvests, peace and prosperity in the near future, this was reason for happiness for everyone, especially at a time when infant mortality reached or even exceeded half of all births. It is a bizarre logic for us in the 21st century, yes, but in the minds of these people it made perfect sense.

The problem is that they were ignorant and did not know that they were killing their children in brutal ways for nothing, since there was no deity to be appeased, no supernatural world to be contemplated, no sin to be cleansed. Unless we take into account hypotheses such as those of Georges Bataille, for whom, in all cultures, acts of sacrifice, including human sacrifice, serve to eliminate the excess energy that exists in everything and whose destiny is to be wasted in some way. He calls this excess the “accursed share”. However, it was not exactly with this in mind that parents gave their children to the flames or to be cut. In The Accursed Share, Bataille writes:

[...] just as the herbivore relative to the plant, and the carnivore relative to the herbivore, is a luxury, man is the most suited of all living beings to consume intensely, sumptuously, the excess energy offered up by the pressure of life to conflagrations befitting the solar origins of its movement.

Later in the same work, he writes the following:

The victim is a surplus taken from the mass of useful wealth. And he can only be withdrawn from it in order to be consumed profitlessly, and therefore utterly destroyed. Once chosen, he is the accursed share, destined for violent consumption. But the curse tears him away from the order of things; it gives him a recognizable figure, which now radiates intimacy, anguish, the profundity of living beings.

But, unlike the literal absence of gods and the supernatural to which the ancients believed in sacrificing their victims, at least Bataille's idea incorporates a necessity intrinsic to life itself: the elimination of an excess of energy that could not be used in the restricted economy. According to him, the restricted economy is one in which the relations of production and exchange are based on the utility of what is produced and on the principle of scarcity; in other words, it is political economy and its various theories, as we know it. But there is another economy, the general economy, according to Bataille. In it, there is no scarcity, but an excess of energy that necessarily ends up being wasted in some way.

Contemporary industrial societies, by denying this, promote eternal accumulation and the idea of ​​infinite growth, which is impossible. They end up, whether they want to or not, sacrificing people not in collective rituals that aim to touch the sacred, but in profane ways, such as in wars, various conflicts, class exploitation and diffuse violence. From Bataille's point of view, the ancients were not better than us in a romantic sense, they just had a more honest relationship with the need to spend the accursed share, a need that was often overflowed with the aim of touching the sacred through festivals, rituals and sacrifice — including human sacrifice.

This excess is not limited to humans, but is present in the very ontology of the material universe, in Bataille's conception. There is an abundance in the material world that cannot be contained and needs to be released. As a basic example, we need only think of the Sun: it radiates much more energy that is lost in the vastness of the cosmos than is absorbed by living beings on Earth. This is the crux of the matter for him. In the case of human beings, for Bataille, the advent of consciousness separated us from the eternal present in which other living beings live, since they are immanent to nature. In this, he reminds me a lot of Cioran and Zapffe. For Bataille, the desire to get closer to the sacred would be precisely the unconscious need we feel to reconnect, even if only for a few moments, with the lost immanence in which other living beings find themselves.

Bataille is closer to Nietzsche when it comes to life, since, unlike Schopenhauer, he does not reject it, nor does he promote asceticism as the great moral ideal, on the contrary. But it is worth noting the idea that, for Bataille, there is an abundance of energy that necessarily needs to be spent in ways considered unproductive by the so-called restricted economy. It can be spent through non-reproductive sexual acts, art, sacrifice, the gift economy, or through transgressive acts in general. If a society is not organized in such a way that the expenditure of the accursed share is carried out in an appropriate way, it will eventually occur in a profane way through war, exploitation, and also through our daily violence.

Unlike Bataille, who is radically materialistic, the idealist Schopenhauer considers Will as the metaphysical ground that sustains the empirical world. Everything we see is an expression of this one Will, which is infinite and timeless. We ourselves are expressions of it, we are its puppets in a sense. The Will is never satisfied, and therefore all its representations are never satisfied. This is why Schopenhauer writes that life is like a pendulum between pain and boredom, with pleasure, satisfaction, and happiness being the fleeting moments between these two extremes of the pendulum. Yes, there is an abundant source of life, but in Schopenhauer's view, the pain caused by it is reason for regret and also a reason to reject existence itself.

It is at the intersection of their thinking that I see the tragedy and horror of the carnage we inflict on each other. On the one hand, there is something unique that separates the violence committed by man from that committed by other animals and by nature in general, including the natural “violence” of aging, disease, and death. On the other hand, there is a continuity between natural evil and evil committed by man. After all, we are as much children of nature as the most effective predators. We have become masters at inflicting pain far beyond any pride of lions that devour their prey alive. But they, at least, have the excuse of not knowing what they are doing. We know and yet we do it — or, as someone like Bataille would say, we know and we have the need to do it.

And speaking of carnage, in our society no carnage leaves us more horrified than that committed against children. Yes, it is sad when natural evils, such as diseases, strike children, but when human violence touches them, especially when they are torn apart, we are driven to a paroxysm of indignation and terror. While many ancient societies sacralized and ritualized their deaths, something that we consider barbaric — in my opinion, rightly so — the contemporary world simply barbarizes them without the slightest justification. In this sense, and only in this sense, I cannot but agree with Bataille on the difference between the sacred and profane expenditure of human life.

In recent years, thanks to new attention generated around the case of the missing children of Guaratuba in the early 1990s, on the coast of the Brazilian state of Paraná, the horror of the murder of the 6-year-old boy Evandro Ramos Caetano has returned to the minds of many Brazilians. His body was found in the woods, scalped, without his hands, his toes, his stomach and torso cut open, and most of his internal organs missing. In short, he was torn appart. At the time, 7 people were accused and convicted of the murder, which allegedly took place during a Satanic ritual. Today, thanks mainly to the investigative journalism work of Ivan Mizanzuk, it is known that the accused were tortured and forced to confess. They were finally exonerated by the courts in 2023.

In addition to Evandro, the skeleton remains of another boy, Leandro Bossi, who had disappeared two months earlier, were also found in Guaratuba. His skeleton was also missing hands and toes. A few years earlier, in 1989, in the same region, the body of an 11-year-old girl named Sandra was found in the woods. She had been scalped, with her hands and toes missing. The most recent journalistic investigation points to the similarities between the cases and the likely involvement of a single sadistic maniac. It is unlikely that he knew all the victims' families, since none of the families knew each other, but it is certainly something that would have interested Bataille, who was fascinated by Gilles de Rais.

Gilles de Rais was a French marshal during the Hundred Years' War and fought alongside Joan of Arc against the English. A nobleman, he owned a castle and attracted dozens of local children who disappeared within its walls. It was later discovered that he mutilated and murdered them for pleasure, with the help of at least two of his servants. The cruelty with which he committed the crimes, which he confessed to without the need of torture that was common at the time, is shocking to this day. He and his two servants were sentenced to death and executed in 1440.

Yes, it may indeed be that there is an accursed share that is always destined for expenditure in one way or another, as Bataille claims. It may also be that the destruction of human lives through violence at the hands of other humans, in a sacred or profane way, is one of the expressions that this type of destruction must eventually take, whether we like it or not. But that does not prevent us from being astonished by these things, it does not take away our right to reject all these horrors, as implied by the thinking of Schopenhauer, Cioran, Zapffe, Cabrera and so many other thinkers who reject existence. In The Tears of Eros, Bataille wrote:

This world is one of blood sacrifice.

He refers here to animal sacrifices in voodoo, but this work also deals with human sacrifice in various cultures, especially the sovereign's ability to order the death of others, even through horrendous methods. Shortly after talking about voodoo, he talks about the famous Chinese execution method called lingchí, or death by a thousand cuts, where the executioners slowly remove the skin of the condemned with the help of knives. The book even shows a series of famous photos, taken of a criminal who was executed in this way in 1905. However, I think we can expand on Bataille's thinking about the need to spend the accursed share: the world, in fact, demands suffering from all sentient beings, to a greater or lesser extent.

It is not only the world of animal sacrifice by humans, or the world of human death at the hands of other humans, that we can consider a world of bloody sacrifice. All sentient life has lived under this condition since its inception. However, it is true that we humans have managed to make what was already very bad even worse. In any case, however, it is as if reality was, all of it, divine; we are all part of God, as Spinoza thought. This God, however, is not elegant and perfectly rational in a way that is endearing to us. This God seems to have always demanded an enormous amount carnage. The tears of all those who suffer nourish God, especially the tears of the most vulnerable.

by Fernando Olszewski

https://www.metaphysicalexile.com/2025/04/the-god-of-carnage.html
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