Holden,
Thank you for your quotes. I also thank Hentrich for his posts. Both are very illuminating.
I feel complete and total weariness, specially when it is raining heavily like it is raining at this very moment. This capital city is ugly, gray buildings, bad roads, garbage everywhere, stray dogs, cars, bikes and buses rushing, people running with their umbrellas, a city good for dark thoughts and self-termination.
Stay safe.