Author Topic: The Dark Side (a profound concentration of negativity)  (Read 3597 times)

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Holden

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How sweet it must be to die..
« Reply #15 on: September 12, 2017, 10:26:32 am »
I read all the major works by Chekov when I was in grade 11 and 12. I used to read him the whole night long. I used to weep and read him simultaneously. I guess I was born with a broken heart. Much water has flowed under the bridge but I still continue to weep. It gladdens my heart when I find you on-line.You are the only one to responded to my mail on that sad day in the summer of '14.

I remain as crazy as I was in those days.What am I to do with myself.I cannot change myself. This is how I am. You are a very kind man,Herr Hentrich.
The corporate job has turned me into a zombie-I walk and I talk but my heart has frozen. I am not sad because I am not rich or because I don't have a "girl friend" ,no, that is not it at all. I am sad because I have not been bold like van Gogh.

I would prefer to die like him,you see. I would prefer to die in utter poverty among my books rather than to slave away for these gorts.
La Tristesse Durera Toujours                                  (The Sadness Lasts Forever ...)
-van Gogh.