{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Herr Holden of Northern India,
"There are many such idiots in my office." Yes, I know because I am one of them.Hahaha. This is a mad world. As you say "this existence is too messy". When the mass media reports suicide stories they have to provide reasons because they are not going to publish the truth. They need to keep this farce going. They are optimists no matter what horrible things humans do every single day. Suicides go against what people call "mission", purpose", "goal", "objective". 

"If only one had more money, or love, or success, then life would feel manageable. It can be devastating to realise the falseness of such optimism." Yes, that“s the naked truth. One can have tons of money, love or success but what happens when you get older and weaker as time passes and you feel yourself decrepit? Of course for the wealthy there are many options such as going to those special Ambrosia clinics in California where you pay US$ 7,000 for a treatment in young blood injected into your body. One can stop aging for some time but the end will come anyway. As you say I feel "the sheer burden of existence" and I see people as future skeletons walking, skeletons drinking and skeletons playing with their skeleton babies. A truly macabre show. Take care of yourself. Raśl