{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Senor Raul,
http://www.liveyourpassion.org/pamela-gail-johnson/

Nothing special in this woman.There are many such idiots in my office.Dime a dozen.
I dont speak much in the office,when I do, I speak in a low, tremulous voice—as if on the verge of tears—that would work very well if I were delivering a funeral eulogy.

When the mass media report suicide stories, they almost always provide a “reason,” which seems to bring logic to the illogic of self-termination. Since there are always things going awry in every life at every moment, the explanation industry usually tells us that the person had a disastrous marriage, or was a hopeless addict, or had just experienced a major career disaster, or was under the influence of a cult. Well,I am not married,I am not an addict,I dont give a rap about my career and am not in a cult.

Nor is suicide an ultimate manifestation of “selfishness” or “cowardice,” as the reason-mongers often argue. Suicide is not a casual behavior, for all that it may entail impulsivity, it is also a profound and momentous step for which many people don’t have the force of will.

Lack of intelligence has nothing to do with it too- intelligence does not help in these circumstances, intelligence  is almost always profoundly isolating.

Most people imagine that resolving particular problems will make them happy. If only one had more money, or love, or success, then life would feel manageable. It can be devastating to realise the falseness of such optimism..