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Re: Sundial in the Shade
« on: June 05, 2018, 10:23:18 am »
There is no denying that in the Art of Outwitting the Conspiracy Against the Human Race, one must employ the ancient tactic of spilling the seed on the ground or down the drain ...

In other words, it is doubtful that one could outwit this contrivance of horror without becoming a skilled Onanist.


Onan (Biblical character)

 In the Book of Genesis Onan was commanded by his father to impregnate the widow of his slain brother and to raise the offspring of the union. In order to avoid raising descendants for his late brother, however, Onan engaged in coitus interruptus.

Perhaps this minor detail will appear vulgar to the chaste or prudish who would want to paint a picture of some kind of mystical magician who had mastered a kind of Way of Life which might be codified into a religious cult like the early Hebrew "Christians" or the followers of a certain Siddhartha.     Even our very own Arthur Schopenhauer, the Great Buddha of Berlin,  who wrote clearly about our predicament without stooping to relying solely on parables , was not spared from this tendency we have to form some kind of cult in an attempt to follow a rare incarnation of Man … or what we might imagine to be some kind of "Lord" or "Spiritual Master" - A Dancing Wu Li Master?


I am nothing of the sort, but if I were to attempt to outshine my greatest Teacher, I certainly could not hold a candle to Schopenhauer as a writer nor as a thinker.  My only chance is to surpass his level of honesty; and this should be quite an easy feat for me since I have no desire to make any mark in literature.   I simply have to continue to speak the truth (as I perceive it) whether drunk or sober.  I have learned from Schopenhauer to speak, or at least write, honestly about such things which are common to all - such as orgasms.



So, as for this dirty little practice of coitus interruptus, I had taken this a step further and used this tactic well before an actual physical encounter would form.   It is also an intelligent way to employ an overactive imagination.



I know this is an activity/practice which had been used as a hammer to mock poor Nietzsche (whose writings I had never been too crazy about never being able to figure out what the big deal was about him).  We all have read about how Nietzsche's psychiatrist or doctor had informed the musician Wagner that Friedrich was a chronic mast-ur-bator [excuse my attempts to outwit the NetNanny Big Sister Software, Incorporated,  which censors our writings automatically and without thought - that is, stupidly].  It's not like I do it every day, but once in awhile I succumb, and I have to say, it does relieve some built-up tensions.  We have to understand that we are born as these creatures and there is no shame in outwitting the Stupid Machinery of Our Bodies.


To spare such sophomoric idiocy, I will say outright, without shame, that this coitus interruptus played a huge part in my having been able to "outwit" the Puppet Master.  We are talking about ending this absurd comedy of human reproduction, and the only way to do so is to cease bringing babies into the world.  Plain and simple, but far from even possible.

It is not likley to do the trick, but there is no other way.  I do not condone total annihilation via some kind of man-made devices.   No, that is a very clumsy way to go about it.   Just stand back and detach.  It's all you can do.   Who was it who promoted the idea of Total Destruction?  Was it Van Hartmann?   No, instead, the species ought to jerk itself off into extinction, and let the other mutants figure their own ways out!   :D


Eventuallly, the comedy will end of its own accord, but it is interesting to be one of the "individual specimen creatures" who is able to put two and two together and finds a way to elude the traps set by Mother Nature and reinforced by society. 

It is an extremely anti-nationalistic stance to take since the patriots are always going on and on about Family and preserving La Raza and all that shiit.

One really has to develop a taste for walking alone, dying alone, and not attaching too much importance on the fate of our species.


 I do not say that I go out of my way to practice this, nor do I promote "po rn -og- rophy.   I am simply stating that I had become skilled at pleasuring myself in this manner, and I say it with enough light-heartedness in an attempt to align myself with the likes of the fictional Ignatius Reilly in Toole's great little novel of dark comedy he wrote long before his methodical and calculated suicide.


Mathematics and Computational Computer Programming

Of course, once one has committed oneself to the idea of transforming into a kind of unnatural eunuch, there will arise the problem of how to go about getting through this life on a day to day basis.  It will be tempting to many to take to drink or become a self-ordained Rastafarian.  Whatever gets you through your days, I suppose; but I have gone down that path and it can lead to serious complications such as spending money on your "head" which would be better spent on beans and spinach.


For me, a total devotion to studying fundamental mathematics complemented by becoming familiar with some kind of programming, in my case, C/C++ and Python, exploring the capabilities of computer algebra systems like Sage and SymPy, may stimulate your brain enough to have some glorious moments, but mostly will serve to occupy your mind and allow you to develop a rich inner life as a solitary creature.


In other words, its not all doom and gloom.


For, even as it is better that the world had not come into existence in the first place, now that it is here, one might as well investigate some of the finer things to come out of this insane experiment.


An idea that is beginning to gel with me as I mature is that, if one happens to develop a spontaneous wish and a compassionate mind to benefit sentient beings, there are various ways this might manifest.   In the realm of mathematics, it is not necessary to be on par with Gauss, Leibneiz, Newton, Aryabhata,  Ramanujan, or Chandrasekhar.   If my aim is to be of some assistance to those who will have a similar grade of will, who may be limited, as I am, to being a lifelong mathematical hobbyist, then this I can surely handle in a calm and humble manner.

I find it suits me to live as a kind of math monk leaving some important notes for teenagers of the future - and for aging Steppenwolves who get the bug for mathematics later in life after they have been released from bondage and servitude, who only wish to live out their days enjoying the development of their higher mental faculties.

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