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Re: Fear and Extreme Sadness
« Reply #15 on: August 01, 2019, 06:51:21 pm »
I really think that only a few people are chosen by fate to know Schopenhauer as well as I do and I have been fortunate enough to have been one of those.

This here is the most elite University there can ever be and I have been an alumnus.

I know now why Cioran spent all through the night being wide awake.There is such peace in the night.No one torments me in the night.I am almost peaceful.

I wish this night to last forever.

I merely want to be left alone.
La Tristesse Durera Toujours                                  (The Sadness Lasts Forever ...)
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« Reply #16 on: August 01, 2019, 06:55:16 pm »
Christians often say there is a great deal of power in the name of Jesus Christ.
I feel the same power emanating from Schopenhauer's name.

Herr Kaspar said to me that Schopenhauer would have liked to know me ,that is the best compliment I am ever going to get.

You know the worst thing one can say to one's enemies and the one I am saying now to mine? LIVE!

Yes, let them live!

The joke it turns out was on them,not me.
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« Reply #17 on: August 01, 2019, 07:02:30 pm »
It might sound strange but I knew Schopenhauer before I ever knew anything about him.Yes, believe me for I tell you the truth.

I knew him before I ever knew him.
It's a blessing to remain unknown.To be forgotten.I wish to be forgotten utterly.

You know, when it's dark and I am alone, like I am now, I feel okay.
But you wanna know the real reason why I feel okay?Because Herr Kaspar brought Schopenhauer to life for me.

I could not have asked for a better friend.Five years I knew him,five years.
And Senor Raul has been a great friend too.He always replied back to my comments.And such an honest man.
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« Reply #18 on: August 01, 2019, 07:04:04 pm »
I don't blame my parents.They did the best they could.Simple people innocent of philosophy.
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« Reply #19 on: August 01, 2019, 07:12:00 pm »
Have you ever seen at the morning sky?Oh it's so peaceful it's almost lovely.
What would I not give to be a part of the morning sky. To be one of the starts who is so distant that no human made telescope can ever capture it.

It burns brightly in solitude.
To be Aristotle's God who only contemplates about his own contemplation the whole day long.

I yearn for solitude. I am allergic to human beings and human affairs. I just want to be alone. With an old, dog eyed copy of The World as Will and Representation. That is my idea of heaven.
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« Reply #20 on: August 01, 2019, 07:16:37 pm »
There comes a point when one says a resounding yes to one's own crucifixion.
It's getting brighter now and my tormentors will be back again soon.

I wanted the night to last if only for a little while more.Just a moment or two more.
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« Reply #21 on: August 01, 2019, 07:20:57 pm »
I have drawn to curtains to make the night last for a little longer.I don't like the Sun ,it the source of all life and all suffering and misery.It is evil.

But I love the moon.So, sterile ,so lifeless.I can gaze at it for a thousand years.
No wonder they call me a lunatic:)

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« Reply #22 on: August 01, 2019, 07:31:23 pm »
When I am gone do they think it would all be nice in the office.I prophecy- they will turn on each other.
Darkness is life a brother.I beckons me to embrace it.Today two people said to me that I am too skinny ,that I ought to consume more.

But what if I wish to consume darkness.Herr Hentrich is right,it's the devil who is the good guy.While God commands us to be fruitful and multiply ,darkness gives us rest and peace and quiet.

I just want to keep writing and writing , against the gorts and for pessimism.

I want the Mother earth to embrace me and never let go.I am after all one of her children, however miserable and forsaken, when the mother knows for sure that the child is being bullied by other kids and is too tired of playing silly game, she would sing me a lullaby and I shall fall asleep on her lap and just before falling asleep I would say to her-Mother,please don't let them hurt me anymore.Please just let me have rest and dreamless sleep in your lap,in your fond embrace.
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« Reply #23 on: August 01, 2019, 07:33:58 pm »
The curtains can block out the sun only for so long and then along with the morning mist I wish to disappear too.

I wish to disappear.I must focus on Schopenhauer now.
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Re: Fear and Extreme Sadness
« Reply #24 on: August 01, 2019, 07:36:28 pm »
Focus on Schopenhauer. 1819, 2019, for all time.
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Re: Fear and Extreme Sadness
« Reply #25 on: August 01, 2019, 08:00:00 pm »
Holden,

Thank you for your words. They are most important. Your words really make an impact on me and I am sure they make impact on the other readers of this blog.

I also want to disappear or vanish. What millions see as life and you know better than me, is not life at all. This is prison. And yes life is vulgar but most will never accept it.

I know nothing about political science but I dare say that democracy has been replaced by happycracy.  Those who question it are considered insane or to have bad taste, to say the least. These so-called specialists in happiness would say that we all need to be all smiles not only when things are bad but also when things are allright. Pure crraaap. When you said that tears come to you, you have every reason to weep.

So when you say that if you were to disappear, those who attack you will call this a part of your insanity, they had better think not only twice but three times, four times, or five times or whatever times it takes.

As you say this world is too much for you, for me and for us. Let me say that you do not need any certificate in mathematics. The fruit of your efforts are the real degree.

Let me also say that you have failed to be a mindless person. What most consider you a failure I call it a huge success. As they say in American English you are and have been a tough guy. This world is insane. You have realized that. You have seen that and, above all, felt it in your bones.

No, it is not you who is insane. The world is.

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Re: Fear and Extreme Sadness
« Reply #26 on: August 01, 2019, 09:37:47 pm »
Thank you Senor Raul
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Re: Fear and Extreme Sadness
« Reply #28 on: August 02, 2019, 02:39:24 am »
“The total amount of suffering per year in the natural world is beyond all decent contemplation. During the minute that it takes me to compose this sentence, thousands of animals are being eaten alive, many others are running for their lives, whimpering with fear, others are slowly being devoured from within by rasping parasites, thousands of all kinds are dying of starvation, thirst, and disease. It must be so. If there ever is a time of plenty, this very fact will automatically lead to an increase in the population until the natural state of starvation and misery is restored. In a universe of electrons and selfish genes, blind physical forces and genetic replication, some people are going to get hurt, other people are going to get lucky, and you won't find any rhyme or reason in it, nor any justice. The universe that we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good, nothing but pitiless indifference.”-Dawkins
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Re: Fear and Extreme Sadness
« Reply #29 on: August 02, 2019, 08:23:57 am »
Holden,

Thank you for sharing Mr.Dawkins´s words. Millions of men and women and children are being killed in endless fabricated conflicts, while others from Africa, Libya, and so many other countries run for their lives and ending up on European coasts, whimpering with fear, others are slowly being devoured from within by rasping parasites, thousands of all kinds are dying of pollution,thirst, and disease.

I am sure you have read this man´s works and I would like to know what he says about the brutality and monstrosity of which mankind is supposedly so ashamed. I know nothing about biblical characters but I dare say that Cain is our true father, yes, the first killer, if I am to believe what I was told at school.  In our brows we have the mark of Cain. Deep within ourselves lurks the shadow of Father Cain.

He says “some people are going to get hurt, other people are going to get lucky, and you won't find any rhyme or reason in it, nor any justice.” I just wonder if Mr. Dawkins has ever been to a hospital and see the misery of our human condition. I suppose he has a very good lifestyle in the UK and can avoid seeing disturbing images. And in my view this universe has been designed to house and scrreww us. That is the purpose.

Stay well,