{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Holden,

It is I who say thank you for your important comments and this story about the Sutcliffes. I don’t think you would like to become like me. Not at all. I am sure in your building you see those signs that says “DANGER” Do not touch anything” or something like that. Those who want to get you, should bear that sign in mind. “DANGER” “Do not touch Holden”. An arrow must indicate skulls next to your name like those pirate ships.

I am not good at all. I am shallow, and coward. The little flame I had in me is extinguished. Most want you to do things 24/7/365 and not being. One has to do things, one has to contribute to society, one is forbidden to become paranoid after seeing that there is something wrong in life. I know there are many important things to do up to a certain point. They are important to distract oneself.

We know our human brains are wired to be active. These men and women too who go hiking the Everest or other mountains or practice other extreme sports have more feeling-good chemicals than me. They own the future so to speak.
I am not sure if this is true or not but  Graham Greene, the British author, used to take a gun and try to kill himself every time he felt stuck. I suppose it was a way to boost himself. He was a man of adventure, a spy and an important writer. I saw a classic movie years ago, Our Man In Havanna with Alec Guinness.

Stay safe and sound.