{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Senor Raul,
All my life I have been looking for some kind of relief from "inner suffering" that torments me constantly.
But I am reaching the realisation that it is not to be found anywhere,neither without,nor, unfortunately,within.

There is always some kind of a grey cloud hanging over my head .

While commuting  back from the office I come across myriad of couples-eating ice freaking cream,walking hand in hand,the woman hitting the man as some kind of joke,playing with her hair.Sure,I can use such visuals,after adding a bit of spice into the mix to masturbate but generally speaking,I remain quite aloof ,in the sense that I don't feel any kind of jealousy towards the couples,hand on heart,all I feel is a weird kind of pity.That they are so engrossed in each other that they become completely oblivious to the nefarious reality all around them(and within them too).

Take care.