{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Holden,

Thank you for your message. My health is in a bad shape and so is my financial issue. I am not relaxed.

This world is ruled by psychopaths. They don´t feel any kind of guilt. Instead of finishing my messages with stay well, stay safe or stay vigilant, I should write Stay dangerous because this world is not fair to nice people.

We, humans, are monstrosities with smart phones. Of course not many people would agree with this. In fact, most people would reject this truth and embrace this life, this lie even more. They look at their faces in the mirror and they say to themselves they are very handsome. I know that because I have done the same thing.

From time to time I think about this universe, a supposedly perfect universe in every aspect and what are we, sorry human creatures?, a pigsty!, this sShit that we are! Millions and millions of evolution for all this... this cannot be. So much suffering, so much pain, so much anguish to have been born without nothing and then die without nothing.  We believe that we are the perfection and we are nothing.

Maybe there is no universe. There is only this prison, human farm, a laboratory for human abortions and nothing else.

Take care.

Holden,
Thank you for  your words. My migraines are giving me a hard time. I cannot sleep well at night because I have to get up to **** at least three times in the evening because of my prostate. I am just surviving, and yet what is the merit of surviving?

As for myself I don´t think I will be here by 2030.

I have heard of the OOPArt (Out of Place Artifacts) ,artefacts of historical and archaelogical interest that challenge our understanding of historical timelines. All our lives we have been told lies about history. There are ancient civilizations, according to fringe historians, that vanished and that we have just started hearing about them in these last decades.

Also our history books tell us that Socrates was convicted of corrupting the youth by the Athenians. Some claim that the reason Socrates was forced to drink hemlock was because his ideal was that all things should be shared including wives and  children for sexual purposes.

Take care.

Don Raul ,
Thanks for your message.
Strange dreams.
I was on a journey with a friend and we reached a rural area.
Over there, a dog that belonged to a household attacked me.
I think I managed to dodge the attack but it really induced a severe panic attack.

I told to the friend that I cannot continue with the journey.

Then, all of sudden, I found myself in a high-rise shopping mall.
Supposedly,it was right next to my house.
I kept asking people for directions,kept descending down the escalators .

But, the floors went on and on.
They never seemed to end.
I might have come across someone belonging to the Brotherhood of the Snake.

By Jupiter, my mind feels to be to be quite messed up and severely depressed.
But, as you know, for good or I'll, that's the only mind I possess.

What ,I ask myself, have I managed to experience in this life except for deep sorrow and chilling grief?
Little.
Very little indeed.

The climate is going haywire. I can feel it.
How long does the human era still have?
5 years.
Maybe 10.

It induces episodes of insanity in me.
But the kind of insanity that brings with it ruthless clarity and not mushy confusion.

Keep well.

Gnostic writer/thinker Phillip K. Dick believed we were slaves in the Black Iron Prison planet - where the old forms of domination and control from the Roman Empire were shaped to appear to be a new, better world of "progress."

Some quotes from Phillip K. Dick:

“You know what I mean when I say that we have become slaves to machines? We look at them as our masters, but they are more than that: they are our gods.”

“This is a sinister life form indeed. First it takes power over us, reducing us to slaves, and then it causes us to forget our former state, and be unable to see or to think straight, and not to know we can’t see or think straight, and finally it becomes invisible to us by reason of what it has done to us. We cannot even monitor our own deformity, our own impairment.”

An interesting comment from Reddit:

I firmly believe what Dick says in Valis about the black iron prison. (But what is exactly the roman black iron prison?) Let me explain it to you:

Go to school and learn about things to help you build and keep up with the empire

Study and get good grades to develop yourself into a uselful tool for the Caesar

Keep your mind and soul entertained with SEX, alcohol and Party in the collosseum

Think about SEX, keep your mind busy with SEX, have as many sexual experiences with woman of rome, visit their houses, eat their food in honor to the roman gods

Believe and love only yourself, don't let yourself by pull down by other fellow romans, fight for your honor even if that implies death.

and finally...

Do not question the Caesar (Goverment) Obey the empire, Get a job, collect as many coins as you can with your hard work (for the empire) Buy a house in rome, pay taxes to the roman collectors, get married with a fellow roman woman, have sex, proceate to increase roman population in case of invasion (Soldiers), Drink and dance at the collosseum and enjoy the car races at the Circus Maximus, Keep being a good roman citizen, get old and die without ever questioning the system.

All of this rules above were created back in the ancient rome (But by who?) Those are the pillars of the Empire, thats the prime matter of the iron prison that Dick is referring to. All those rules deeply injected into the system to keep you away and far from the truth. With those rules the empire was build, those are the rocks that keep the empire together, without them... the empire will fall. and the true christians know all this, we would fight, we would not surrender, we would not be shaken, we would not be tempted by those pagan rules. The Empire Never Ended

Stay vigilant.

Silenus,

Do you ever find yourself wishing you where never born?

Have you ever caught your own mind praying for this life to end while you are sleeping?

Do you think this Is universal, and that most are too ashamed to admit how much this life repulses them?