Sometimes,heck,quite often,I find it difficult to understand some concepts in mathematics.Then, I try to understand why is it that I do not understand.The World or nature ,however, one may describe all that there is, it follows a certain pattern and I don't think anyone can alter it.Maybe the best thing I can do is to just observe it.
I hate talking to people. I think the best thing that can happen to me after I am dead is that I am completely forgotten, like I was never born in the first place.The world exists the way it does,necessarily-there is only one game in town. I think it was the same when when Van Gogh painted or when Schopenhauer wrote.
I like Mr. Gary's videos when he talking about suffering and anti-natalism per se . Not when he trying to suggest how anti-natalism could be implemented. Or how the economy should function.
In the other message, you say that we would all pass away swiftly,well, I do hope so. However, sometimes, even a single second feels like an eternity to me.
Like Schopenhauer, I have reached the conclusion that suicide is pointless, except when the will itself has been denied.
Doing the laundry is so tiring.Maybe I would only wear Denim going forward.They say one never needs to wash it.Ever.
A shroud cum attire made of denim.
Take care.