Hentrich,
Indeed you are a weirdo. You are many things that polite society do not or will not approve.
You are a rejectionist, a misfit, a whiner, a ranter, a very problematic creature. That is understandable. You do not conform. You do not obey. You do not fit in there or anywhere.
If someone in power asks you the result of 2 plus 2. You must humbly, kindly, gently, solemnly answer 2 plus 2 equals 5. Get it?
Always say yes to the thought police.
As usual take a nap.