{∅, {∅}, {∅, {∅}}} : Rage Against the Meat Grinder

Senor Raul,
Thanks for your message. I wanted to ask you if you decipher an underlying theme among the news articles that you share with us and, if yes, do you think this theme reflects that of Gnosticism.
Here it is not too hot nor too cold at the moment, thank Jupiter. But winter is coming and ,generally, it makes me more depressed and I do not really like the cold all that much.
Coming Thursday ,people here would celebrate the biggest festival of Hinduism and people have already started with the fireworks.Every year,after the festival,one gets to read in the papers that many people have hurt themselves.
I have been chipping away at mathematics in my off-duty hours to gain what -ever little understanding I possibly could.Most of the time I am quite sad. Nothing makes me sadder than the dawn. The rising Sun. The Sun itself is evil, for it brings forth all life. The cold ,dead planets are better than this wretched earth.
The neighbor's cat has disappeared ,I think, it might have run off or is dead, because he appears rather somber these days. He might have even smashed the light bulb in the corridor as it is now quite dark there after the sun-set. I stay locked-up in my room when I can.
I do not like to meet anyone. The walls of the room are quite friendly,and though,they stare at me, they never actively try to harm me and I can put up with them.At the workplace, I have known women who have been promoted only because they put up with the whims and fancies of the boss with perfect docility.I observe, that, generally speaking, they prefer female employees as they are easier to manage.They also like to have feminized men around.
Not that all the men are some kind of Knights.No. In fact, most of them are simpletons too.Most of the time I am like a frightened animal ,hiding from ferocious predators. But I think they would get me sooner or later.
If I must exist at all, I’d rather be a rock, I would just be in a dessert, and watch the centuries go by, while the time and the wind slowly erodes me.
Most of the time I am tired and out of my mind. But this message board is quite good and writing to you feel therapeutic.I think I helps me mentally. It provides me with mental clarity.
I hear aeroplanes flying overhead and I wonder if there has been any point in all this progress. Would it have been better, if the first cave- man had starved himself alone. Of-course, when I think that I am overlooking the bigger forces that are at play. Most men are obsessed with sex,and I am too,however, I like to clinically study this obsession.
Think, for a moment, about all the semen that mankind has ever produced. An oceanful of semen. Or to put it more correctly, an oceanful of suffering.
Keep dodging the jab, if you find it suspect. It is very much your libertarian right.

Take care.