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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #720 on: June 05, 2021, 07:56:16 am »
Holden,

Thank you for the video but it is not available here.

Mill movies, romantic movies and horror movies are designed to be socially and politically correct. That is the way to brainwash people. Remember, those in power know the impact of Hollywood specially on people. Most people find truths difficult to swallow except for a minority.

On the vaccination issue, what can I add? Here most people believe what they MSM feeds them and that includes some neighbors, relatives and my sister. My sister told me she will get the vaccine. Well, there is nothing I can do about it.

I talked to one neighbor about the dangers of the vaccine but he never listened. Last week he told me his father got the vaccine. That made me sad but I understand. First the impact of the propaganda machine of the Paraguaya MSM is very strong and besides to them I am just a jobless nobody unworthy of paying attention.

In my last post you asked me if I visited Jesus Taravangué. No, I have never been to that place. But I have heard of the artists and the place many times. I know very little about this country, geographically speaking.

You also said you hope people do not harm me.The damage has been done because once I was brought to this world the misery started.

Stay safe.

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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #721 on: June 05, 2021, 11:55:58 am »
"In some sense, gravity does not exist; what moves the planets and the stars is the distortion of space and time." ~ Michio Kaku
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La Tristesse Durera Toujours( To Senor Raul)
« Reply #722 on: June 05, 2021, 07:17:18 pm »
Senor Raul,

Thanks for your message.

I talked to one neighbor about the dangers of the vaccine but he never listened. Last week he told me his father got the vaccine. That made me sad but I understand. First the impact of the propaganda machine of the Paraguaya MSM is very strong and besides to them I am just a jobless nobody unworthy of paying attention.-Senor Raul

The problem is people never recognize an exceptional individual because there is a huge chasm(intellectually/spiritually) between them and him. Much as they would try ,they fail to recognise his true worth.

They do not know that you are one of the most honest and profound thinkers alive today in the world. It’s their loss.The Goddess of History will not absolve them.

Take Lovecraft, he always sold his work for very little money and lived most of his life in poverty.Also, his wife stayed with him for just about two years. If memory serves,she even sent him divorce papers to sign, but he belonged to a once aristocratic(in the truest sense of the term) and genteel family and had a lot of self-respect so he refused to sign it. They were never officially divorced but he also never went to see her again.

I think after he died and his work started to make a great deal of money and became extremely popular, his so-called wife crawled out of the woodwork and tried to encash his new-found popularity.(She did not even come to attend his funeral).

Lovecraft was a serious and studious man who wanted to plumb the dark depths of reality and existence, and this lady comes along, plays with him sentiments and feeling and leaves him even more of a wreck than he was before.

What does he do? Did he try to retaliate ? No.Such behaviour was beneath him.He was a noble man. He went back to his work.To his books. To his ideas.

You know Aristotle is always talking about the final cause or teleology. I am not sure if there is something to it. But if I were to suppose that he is right for the sake of argument, I would say that, my life goal is to die on my desk chair while I am tying out a message like this one to you or  Herr Hauser or one of our other friends here on this message board because that is when I am closest to the values I care about and am furthest from being a phony.

Take care and please do not worry about what people say or think about you. You are one of the greats.

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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #723 on: June 06, 2021, 06:58:25 pm »
I am trying to make sense of this painful existence.But maybe there is not teleos after all.
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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #724 on: June 07, 2021, 06:55:37 am »
Holden,

Thank you for your words and the videos.

I am no exceptional being. I suppose I realize just a little more about situations than most of my fellow human beings. I admit that at the beginning I followed the official narrative but as the months passed I realized there were many things that did not add up.

In 2009 I remember we had the hysteria about H1N1 and like good lamb to slaughter we went to get our vaccines. It is clear that this event was the first stage in the culling. Had I known what I know now I would have never taken the vaccine at that time.

The good thing about the plandemic is that many people realized all the lies they have been taught all their lives. Lives=lies.

Still people will never understand that the MSM is not to be trusted. It is just another example that our world is not honest at all.

Here I think comes this psychological term cognitive dissonance much used nowayadays.

In Wikipedia, I read, cognitive dissonance is the perception of contradictory information. Relevant items of information include a person´s actions, feelings, ideas, beliefs and values. Cognitive dissonance is typically experienced as psychological stress when they participate in an action that goes against one or more of them. According to this theory, when two actions or ideas are not psychologically consistent with each other, people do all in their power to change them until they become consistent.

Well, teleology is a big word.The definition is that teleology from the Greek words telos, end, aim, or goal and logos, explanation, finality, is a reason or explanation for something as a function of its end, purpose,, or goal as opposed to as a function of, say, its cause.

In this vast universe, do we, the homo sapiens sapiens, really matter? I think we are just pawns or puppets.

One of the authors, Andrew Philip Smith, who wrote about the Cathars, said the following:

“In an apocryphal saying, Jesus said, ‘The world is a bridge. Pass over it, but build no house upon it.’ Logion 42 in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas echoes this: 0‘Become passers-by.’”

I think that we must not leave any prints on this world and become passers-by but that is difficult because it goes against our human nature. Most want to make a difference in this world.

I think the term exceptional applies to you, Hentrich and many others. That is the reason people like you, social pariahs, will suffer until you give your last breath.

That is why they want you,in your case, to find a lady, get married, have a baby, get a promotion,etc.
Then at last most of your colleagues/family members at work will say:

Now Holden is one of us. If you were in the USA people would sing in American English:
Holden, For He´s a Jolly Good Fellow!, For He´s a Jolly Good Fellow! For He´s a Jolly Good Fellow!
Which nobody can deny!

Again in order to survive in this universe of maniacs we must have a heart made of steel. That is the reason most people become dehumanized for seeing so much horror.

Death is horror, diseases are horror; and yet we have been designed with pleasure sensors to make this human farm grow.

Life is pure exploitation at all levels and nobody escapes even those who are in power. But we accept this status quo.
We accept this pisssing, Shittting, drinking, eating, ****, and sleeping. And yet we bring children into this living cemetery.

There are people who are cancer sufferers. I think we must also say that we are life sufferers.

Stay well.

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Godel and Lovecraft ( To Dear Senor Raul)
« Reply #726 on: June 09, 2021, 12:22:42 pm »
Dear Senor Raul,

I hope you are doing well,I ,as always,am not. I study mathematics under the constant mental turmoil because of the haunting thought I might be rendered unemployed(with no safety nets) very soon or  I might be imprisoned on fraudulent charges.

In the afternoon today, like in a Kafka novel, three evil people came to the office and were knocking and making noises but I never opened that door. The nosy neighbour entertained them and when in the evening, I came out ,for just a second, he too immediately out of his flat and told me that there were people looking for me.

I have decided that I would stay hidden for as long as possible. I think when the time comes I can do away with myself,but I do not wish to do it violently. I mean, that I do not wish to hang myself or jump from the 16th floor or anything like that.

When the time comes, I want to do that Godel it. He and Lovecraft are men whom  are greatly admire.  When Godel was quite young he decided to focus on the kind of mathematics which would have philosophical implications. I want to be like him to as large an extent as possible, given that I am poor as a church mouse and my father did everything possible to keep me away from mathematics.

I think Lovecraft and Godel would have liked to meet each other.But of course, Lovecraft was long dead when Godel came to the U.S.,however, Herr Hauser was about 11 when Godel was still alive and really close to him geographically.

Take care please.

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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #727 on: June 10, 2021, 10:01:06 am »
Holden,

Thank you for your words and the video with Lovecraft. It is most interesting.

I hope you are enduring your health issues. It must not be easy for you there specially with the threat of becoming unemployed and being imprisoned on fraudulent charges, as you say.

I hope you keep studying mathematics and reading Lovecraft and Godel as you wish.

I am not doing well. But given the circumnstances we are living right now that is normal.

Like you I often think of doing away with myself in a peaceful manner. Using a razor edge on my throat or my wrists, crossing the avenue with lots of traffic, putting my head in an oven inhaling gas, etc? The other available choice is to get vaccinated and probably I will be gone in a few days.

In a kind of twisted way that is the easiest and cheapest choice and above all it is provided by the government.How considerate of them!

Besides in the vaccinations sites there are well-meaning nurses eager to push the liquid into our bodies. There is almost no difference with the nurses that were part of T4, the euthanasia plan in the Third Reich.What a beautiful world!

Here the vaccine menu includes Sputnik, Astra Zeneca, Sinopharm, the India vaccine, and probably they will get Moderna and Pfizer.Although the MSM attacks the government for the delays in bringing the vaccines, things are going to schedule. Now it is the turn for pregnant women. There are Paraguayans going to Miami, USA to get their vaccines there. It is a kind of vaccine tourism.

Stay safe.

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Lovecraft II
« Reply #728 on: June 10, 2021, 12:32:32 pm »
Senor Raul,

Thanks for your message.I hope you feel better.I think there is something very strange about this world. That is a big part of the reason why most of the people might think I am not normal. Because I think the world is not normal. I like the fact that Godel was considered as an extremely strange man because he did not conform with the petty norms.The only reason they put up with him was because he was head and shoulders above them,intellectually. I think if Lovecraft had managed to study serious mathematics then he would have ended up becoming very much like Godel. The gorts have tried to pervert his ideas and but now I see right through the mind-numbing perversions. I think they have done something very similar to Godel,what Godel thought was done to Leibniz.

Well,you see your life is very precious because you are a proponent of truthfulness and a lot of the guests over here look forward to reading your messages.

It is a very weird world.I wonder if you have ever suspected anyone of spying on you.

Take care.

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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #729 on: June 11, 2021, 03:01:22 am »
Truly great men must, I think, experience great sorrow on the earth.  ~Fyodor Dostoevsky.
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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #730 on: June 11, 2021, 04:11:38 am »
“No one recovers from the disease of being born, a deadly wound if ever there was one. Yet it is with the hope of being cured of it some day that we accept life and endure its ordeals. The years pass, the wound remains.”

Emil Cioran
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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #731 on: June 11, 2021, 07:57:03 am »
Holden,

I think that most readers look forward to reading your messages and Hentrich´s.

Thank you for your words. I remember the expression in Latin: ‘mens sana in corpore sano, healthy mind in a health body but in my case sick mind in a sick body. This is the frailty of human life.

I suppose some may have spied on me. They must have wanted to know if I work, or have a regular job, if I am married or have a girlfriend or something like that. Relatively this is a small country and the capital is even smaller.

Here you don´t need detectives to find out if your wife or girlfriend or lover has a love affair because neighbors are good snitches. Here for the spies we have a term in Guarani pyrague or hairy feet.

As you say the world is not normal. It has never been. You have realized this fact unlike many who remain blind and deaf.

There is something sinister in all this. We, human beings, are very strange creatures. We worship death and you may see that in the skulls in the caps worn by SS officers, the so-called Fiancees of Death, Spanish troops under Dictator Francisco Franco, the deaths squads in our neighboring country, Argentina in the Dirty War (1976-1983), the satanic rituals, or what we are witnessing right now. We are the jailers and executors of our own fellow human beings.
One thing is sure and that it is better never to have been born.

When I speak that Earth is a human farm I think the archons have many farms in many planets. Why should we think that we are the only captives in the universe? We are property.

To the archons, who are not Sisters of Mercy, some say, we, humans, are a cosmical pharmacy and we can see the seal of the archons in the pharmacies, the caduceus which is the representation of a staff with two entwined snakes and two wings at the top. It is also the medical insignia.

Some say we are biological machines and in our machine as it happens in a CPU the memory remains. Memory is linked to consciousness that is similar to the spirit. What is beyond death if there is something more beyond? Our suffering selves in our physical bodies will die and these selves will continue to suffer in another body.

Suffering is endless and as you say many times before we are in the wheel of Samsara.

Stay alert.

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Land of Mammon Worshippers ( To Senor Raul)
« Reply #732 on: June 11, 2021, 12:31:42 pm »
Senor Raul,

Thanks for your message.What happens to those who kill themselves according to Gnosticism?If the lover of a wife visits her when the husband is in the office,then would the neighbours inform the husband about it immediately over there?

Here people are really bad and could be termed as a brood of vipers.They want to bite even those who like to mind their own business.They just pray to Mammon.That way they are monotheists. A lot of people think they are polytheists.Well,they are not.They just pray to Mammon.
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Take care.
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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #733 on: June 12, 2021, 12:52:03 am »
It is improbable that our ‘knowledge’ goes much further than what is absolutely necessary for the preservation of life. Morphology teaches us that an animal’s senses, nerves and brain develop in proportion to the difficulty it has in feeding itself. - Nietzsche.
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Re: A Question for Herr Hauser and Senor Raul
« Reply #734 on: June 12, 2021, 07:07:03 am »
Senor Raul,

If I abruptly disappear then please know that it is because I am in such a position that I cannot write any longer, not because,I don't want to.
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