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Holden,

hope you are getting some respite off the daily grind by literature at least.

I am far from this war between Israel and Palestine. the thing is, although there are some victims, they made it a total sensation on the media. the Israeli prime minister will secure his position and Hamas leaders will fill their pocket with money. and Civilians (the cattle), to the hell.  I keep away and aware of people who have moral indignation, they are more dangerous than the run-of-the-mill criminals.

I am not a fan of the process of Analysis anymore, the water will follow its course. Ideas such God, Nationalism, Race, Class-Consciousness, Morality, Progress, an Humanism have a meager meaning to me. I watch the news on social media (twitter) and people are psycop-ed to madness.

I didn't read any English book about history of Islam or Arabia. we studied that in school and we learn it by osmosis in middle east. the new generation will be globalized in an American image as every other place.

stay well,

Senor Raul,

Thanks for your message.I hope you are doing well.

I find that horror is,generally speaking ,a rather honest genre. There is always a sense of doom within me.

Recently, I came across a few stories which were written by Lovecraft but not published under his name. He was poor and sold stories for very little money.
His married life was very sad. I wish his wife were supportive.

I can see why he would have welcomed his death. There is nothing to be had in this world. My sleep pattern has gone haywire. I remain awake in the night and feel tired during the day.

I like Lovecraft’s mannerism.
Take care and please do keep writing.

Holden,

Thank you for your concern. I am not doing well but that´s normal. But here I am because the will to die is weak.
I will write in the board as long as I can. If you do not hear from me that means that for whateve reason I am gone.

Last week I read ABC Color in its digital form that the Paraguayan police might have helped in the famous case of the British girl, Madeleine McCann, who disappeared in Portugal in 2007. That is what Comisario (chief of police) Nimio Cardozo said to the press. Here he said that important data of an international **** network was seized.

Hours later the same newspaper reported that an employee, Felix Quiñonez Paiva, working for a company was killed by motochorros (biker thieves) in an armed robbery. He left two children orphaned and his father is in a wheelchair. This is nothing unusual.

Reading or watching the news about car accidents, floods, civil wars, murders, rrapes on TV is enough horror. We even experience horror when we cross the streets because we try to avoid being hit by a car or a bus.
We read the history books like the one you recommended me (The Bad Popes by E.R. Chamberlin) and you only see endless battles, butcheries aka crusades, plagues, fabricated famines, assassination attempts, fabricated economic crises, revolutions,kidnappings, plandemics like the one we are suffering at this precise moment.

This reminds me of what I read somewhere:
The selfish intent to preserve peace initiates wars and hatred is born to protect love.

Certainly as you say there is nothing to be had in this world. We have been thrown into a demonic world.

Stay alert.

P.S. In reddit I found this poem by Carlo Michelstaedter you and the readers of the blog may like:
I am alone, distant, different
another sun, another wind
my life is a prouder flight through other skies…
But it is here, now, that I wait,
my life, why does it not live,
why does nothing happen?
What is this light, this heat,
this confused buzzing, this earth,
this sky which hangs so heavily above us?
The appearance of things
is strange to me;
An enemy to me, this nature,
Enough! I want to go, escape
this nightmare plot which is life!
My life! My sun!

Herr Hauser,

I hope you get healed soon and that the pain is not very severe.I hope you are taking ample amount of rest and medications in order to feel better.
You can spend the convalescent period reading and thinking.You are a gifted man. I do not know if in your school, there was a separate section of the gifted kids , but if you were in a school with a separate section for gifted kids you would have certainly been in that section.

I think you might have read everything that Lovecraft published under his own name but he contributed to a lot of stories which were published under the names of other people( he sold them the stories, he gave up his intellectual property rights as he was poor and needed money for basic necessities).You might want to look that it up.


An interesting movie:


Take care of your injury and I hope you get well soon.

Hentrich,

I hope you recover from the sprained foot as soon as possible but it will take time.

It is not a pleasant experience. I myself suffer from arthrosis and I can only walk with one foot. In due time, if I am alive, I will have to use a walking stick.

Walk carefully.

Senor Raul,

Thanks for your message.I am sorry about your physical ailments and hope that you will get well soon.

The reason I prefer the horror genre is that my life is closest to that genre,in Lovecraft I find the frenzy and restlessness which mirrors my own terrified soul.I understand that not everyone likes Lovecraft and the genre of horror.

I might have once read that  the most sold genre is romance,the likes of Mills and Boon and Harlequin and most of those books are bought by women. I think you know that Lovecraft made very little money while he was around and his work was mostly published in cheap pulp magazines.

Take care.

I think you might have read everything that Lovecraft published under his own name but he contributed to a lot of stories which were published under the names of other people (he sold them the stories, he gave up his intellectual property rights as he was poor and needed money for basic necessities).You might want to look that it up.

Holden,

Thank you for the heads up on the Lovecraft stories I might have missed.  To be honest, although I had a collection of Lovecraft's stories, it was only after interacting with you that I returned to the stories with more serious attention. 

Is this edition from Library Genesis one which would contain the obscure tales you mention?

- Haywire Hentrich


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