Holden,
I hope you never set foot in a hospital again. But I am sure you will have medical checkups from time to time to see how you are doing.
Right now I am only taking medication for my high blood pressure and my prostate problem. I also have liver problems.
I just don´t feel like consulting any doctor at this moment. The only thing certain, as you well know, is death. Will I miss this world? I will miss few people, few things and certainly I will miss this board. But that´s life.
I am a bad person and I have served my time here and I want to not come back to this cage called Earth, a planet run by demons and devils. How long have we been at war? Millenia, millennia and millennia.
Yes, people a lot of beans here. It is part of the Paraguayan cuisine. One of the dishes is Jopara. It is cooked with beans, carrot, pumpkin and mandioca (cassava). Jopara is eaten on October 1st to keep away “Karai Octubre” (in English Mr. October); a myth consisting of a rural man in a straw hat that brings sadness, misery, hunger and disgrace to the homes he enters.
I read Ryszard Kapuściński ´s book, Travels with Herodotus and I only underlined some of his paragraphs. I thought them interesting.
I quote another of his interesting words:
“Sometimes, tired of reading Mao, I would pick up Chuang Tzu’s book. Chuang Tzu, a fervent Taoist, scorned all worldliness and held up Hui Shi, a great Taoist sage, as an example. When Jao, a legendary ruler of China, proposed that he should assume power, he washed his ears, which had been defiled by such a notion, and took refuge on the desolate mountain of K’i-Shan. For Chuang Tzu, as for the biblical Kohelet, the external world was nothing, mere vanity: “In conflict with things or in harmony with them, they pursue their course to the end, with the speed of a galloping horse which cannot be stopped;—is it not sad? To be constantly toiling all one’s lifetime, without seeing the fruit of one’s labor, and to be weary and worn out with his labor, without knowing where he is going to: is it not a deplorable case? Men may say, ‘But it is not death’; yet of what advantage is this? When the body is decomposed, the mind will be the same along with it: must not the case be pronounced very deplorable?”
Chuang Tzu is beset by doubts and uncertainties: “Speech is not only the exhaling of air. Speech is meant to convey something, but what that is has not been fully determined. Is there really something like speech, or is there nothing at all like it? Can one see it as distinct from the warbling of birds, or not?”
Take care.