Holden,
Treasure your possession, your philosophy, Dr.Schopenhauer´s philosophy. Others treasure wealth, position, work, sex, their religious beliefs or their countries. Others treasure their children who will take care of them when they are old. Blessed are those who live Schopenhauer´s philosophy. Schopenhauer make most people very uncomfortable. Bad for happy people. Unpopular.
"There is very little that induces fear in me now." You are a brave person, brave indeed. You do not fear.
I live in much fear. That is the gift of life.
Stay well.