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Re: The Real Situation
« Reply #30 on: July 11, 2020, 09:06:19 pm »
 Thanks Holden.  Yes, I am  processing the events in my own sweet time, I suppose.   I ate first few cucumbers today, which was special.    The Boomtown Rats song expresses this sense of being under the gaze of human beings constantly - always having to pay defference to the opinions of others.   It is getting on my nerves, to say the very least.

Today I recorded the 1980 John Trudell speech with the hidden track from Queen's "Made in Heaven" work in the background.  I've been lifting my spirits with classics like Rubberband Man, Queen of Hearts, that Giddens song, "At the Purchasers option," and others.   I've been feeling the music intensely, and Trudell's speech from 40 years ago could be applied to our present situation without missing a single beat, except for mention of Ronald Wilson Ray-Gun.










I am preparing to get back into Analysis and programming, but it is the summer, after all, and the garden is popping.   I constructed a little "meditation mat" in the garden with a rod to assist in standing upright in the summer heat.  When picking up a few clean white crew-neck T-Shirts, I found a "no fly zone" Stetson hat with UV protection and built in tick, mosquito, chigger, etc repellent built in the fabric somehow.

I am flat broke, but bills are paid except for taxes.   I have been experimenting with a chaep pipe, using real pipe tobacco, which is not taxed.  I've also been smoking hand-rolled cigarettes as usual, but with better tobacco, namely, Natural American Spirit (Grown in US edition) ... I've been drinking water, eating water-mellon, and noting that, even though I do go many hours without eating food, when I do eat, my appetite is raving.   I've also been experiencing delusional attractions to a different kind of woman, the homeless and rugged kind.    :-[

When I slip off into LaLa Land, the is a mixture of Rock On with introductory part of Van Halen's FOOLS + last part of D12's LEAVE DAT BOY ALONE:   :-\







(I mix them together and let neighbors understand that a peculiar mood is brewing in this man, right here, right now.)

Although the "public defender" [pretender = prosecutor] told me in 2015, "The Van Halen concert is over, Mr. Hentrich,"  I'm not sure she had the authority to make such a proclamation.   ;) :P

After all, Nature still has this renewable quality where It is able to keep that "spirit of the music" flowing (music as World-as-Will ... more earthy than political discourse) ...

 There be many Voodoo Children ...  ;) ... and I kind of prefer my voodoo children rougher around the edges and less polished ... a little sloppy is fine with me ... and no matter who is guitarists, I'm trying to find the drum beat to tap those feet, even if it is just a "walking limp dance" ...



PS:   The vegetables in the garden are having their magical effect on my mom, and there is a chance that our bond may be able to grow/evolve beyond this last snag.   I have noticed Iktome (The Trickster) at work, possibly using envy and malice from others against me.   I will not drag anyone any further into this drama than I have already.   I am walking into the night with my hat hanging on my back, dressed in black, of course.    I've been thinking about Van Gogh and Lovecraft lately, how they died penniless and then were later nearly worshipped by a cult following.     Suddenly, being penniless is almost like a badge of honor.   :D
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