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Schizoanalytic Scribblings
« on: December 10, 2019, 12:21:58 pm »
H-102 to H-107 (2007/2008 written in NJ) lost in Seattle area, Vashon Island?  (see nephew - he says they are total pigshiit and I trust his judgement).
see notes in H-132 p96-97;
see notes in H-133 p26, 28, 45;

 I think I was trying to show him proof that I was not "anti-Semitic," to show how I was obsessed with Husserlian Phenomenology, especially the Merleau-Ponty to Abram branch …   In fact, I was researching the mystical meanings of the symbols of the aleph-bet, so I had to break through many layers of mental resistance to dig for the mind treasure he offers in The Spell of the Sensuous.  I have more respect for the original oral Hebrew peoples than before.  I see how the meshing with Greek into their alphabet, which incorporated vowels, changed those who inherit this mesh.  We lost touch with the forces of Nature, objectifying the world as representation, mathematizing the cosmos-Natural_World.   In order to gain this technological skill - WRITING with alphanumeric characters - we had to lose something … some kind of connection?

The air (psyche) became separate.  I can see how my nephew and his wife might have been offended by parts (I remember writing in 2008) about New Age mentalities that imagine all we have to do is imagine something hard enough, and it will become manifest.  Neither I nor David Abram are very forgiving of fantasist pipe dreaming.  None of my journals are worth much to anyone but me.  That's why I burnt them.  These days my notes have to do, usually, with mathematics or programming.  Suddenly I am compelled to store this stuff for some crazy coders in the future, just in case some poor devils are around who have not yet been automated into underground tunnels.

The point is that, in a diary, one allows oneself to write honestly, even if mistakenly, so, sometimes the diarist is not trust-worthy, sometimes the diarist is drunk.  Sometimes pages are torn out, or there are blood stains from one's own sustained injuries.  The "reader" would have to read everything as "psychology" - read it the way Nietzsche read philosophy - as psychology. 

See thesis paper by Jared Riggs: A NIETZSCHEAN DIAGNOSIS OF PHILOSOPHERS

Quote from: Jared Riggs
Friedrich Nietzsche thought that philosophers were deeply mistaken about the nature and sources of philosophical activity. Where others took themselves to be motivated by a desire to know the truth, Nietzsche charged that his fellow philosophers, motivated by a pathological set of psychological and physiological characteristics, did little more than sublimate and rationalize their own prejudices. In this thesis, I sketch out in further detail and defend the plausibility and significance of this Nietzschean diagnosis of philosophers.

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In the meantime, please do not be distracted by these mad scribblings of comic book proportions.  I am having a difficult time getting through the "work" part, putting my few Muses on hold.  The Demon that drove me to save some of these notes COMMANDS I do this "else I will regret not doing it."

This is for "The Organization for the Organized."   This is how I have "stayed calm" (or not).   :-\




H-108 (2008) :  Schizoanalytic Scribblings 8  {  (59 pages)
       Notes from AntiOedipus;
       Extracting MADNESS THEORY from Writing and Madness;
       Scrambling the codes in my own mind and hacking into my brain;
       Germany's inferiority complex?  p43 47=46;
       { Nietzsche, like Christ,
                        is not to be admired;
                We don't want to walk their path;
                Read Nietzsche as a schizoanalyst; }
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H-109 to H-119 (2008) LOST in Seattle area (Vashon Island)
    - scattered in Jimi Hendrix Land?



next saved: H-120 ---> Summer 2008__________
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