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The Creature

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The Faustus Phenomenon [2012/2013]
« Reply #15 on: December 22, 2019, 08:05:01 pm »
H-158 (2012) : The Faustus Phenomenon, Book One 
(81 pages)  {
         p5-31: Notes from The German Genius;
         p50: More notes from Ligotti (TCATHR:notes);
         p55: interest in Lovecraft;
         p71: Crazy Squirrel strongly suggests I "give up":
         { disable message boards? }
         p76: "Charles Dexter Ward";
         p77: Natural Power hits the Jersey Shore;
}

H-159 (2012) : The Faustus Phenomenon, Book Two 
(35 pages)  {
        { discussion boards disabled by me; }
         p14:  I don't want to live anywhere:
         p15: voluntary exile from the middle class;
         p35: a few recipes: beef liver, meatloaf,
                  Swedish meatballs, Ely's Hamburger Stretch;
}

H-160 (2013) : The Faustus Phenomenon, Book Three
(82 pages)  {
         p3: What am I to do with all these scribblings?
         p13: 2*integrate(x^2, x, 1, 10) = 666
         P L A N E T  O F  T H E  G O R T S
         p56: list of places lived from 2013 back to 1971;
         p58-63, 67-72: analysis of biography on J. K. Toole;
}
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Things They Will Never Tell YouArthur Schopenhauer has been the most radical and defiant of all troublemakers.

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Mental Insurrection
« Reply #16 on: December 24, 2019, 11:27:21 pm »
H-161 (2013) : Mental Insurrection (133 pages) {
            alcohol "abuse" continues to cause problems:
           {  explosive rage in communications with relatives,
               even towards my mom; neighbors' complaints;
               obsessed with gathering stored journals (these);
            }
            p69: "No wonder Lucifer is our hero. 
                     He has the integrity to rebel against an unworthy God."
            p97: "I choose the way of Earth
                     and rebel against the way of God."
}

H-162 (2013) : Mental Insurrection 2 (72 pages) {
            p9-12: Extracting message from The Mind Parasites;
            p22: notes from Anger, Madness, and the Daimonic;
}

H-163 (2013) : Mental Insurrection 3 (49 pages) {
            p20: One is a being, not a person;
                    (a person is a corporate fiction)
            p21-28: "Hitler's Philosophers";
            p36:  "a satire of conformity ...";
}

H-164 (2014) : Mental Insurrection 4 (97 pages) { }

H-165 (2014) : Observations, Complaints, and Investigations  (93 pages)  { }

H-166 (2014) : Just Another Nervous Wreck (and Math Diary?)
 (76 pages)  {
        { Reviving some interest in mathematics:
           p44: modes of representing a function;
           p45: some rules about differentiation;
           p46: substitution method;
           p47: 2x2 linear system;
           p49: extending pattern to a 3x3 system;
           p50: integrated double integral;
           p51: completing the square;
           p55: some set theory, Badiou style;
           p57: logarithms;
           p58: laws for powers and exponents;
           p59: logarithm laws;
           p60: prime numbers;
}
« Last Edit: December 27, 2019, 10:33:56 am by Kaspar Heinrich »
Things They Will Never Tell YouArthur Schopenhauer has been the most radical and defiant of all troublemakers.

Gorticide @ Nothing that is so, is so DOT edu

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The Book of Nonsense
« Reply #17 on: March 17, 2020, 05:02:30 am »
Notebook #1 (2014) [?]  … 90 pages …

A Book of Nonsense:  Notebook 2
 [A Conscious Flow of Relative Nonsense]
 { 60 pages  }

« Last Edit: March 17, 2020, 05:14:26 am by mike »
Things They Will Never Tell YouArthur Schopenhauer has been the most radical and defiant of all troublemakers.

Gorticide @ Nothing that is so, is so DOT edu

~ Tabak und Kaffee Süchtigen ~